Just dont get it

Why does ppl just want to show off when they did so well.. and just move away when they did so badly? I juz dont get it. Ppl now and in e past all have one thing in common. Self-interest. Care abt their lives and theirs onli. Through this jc life, i not only realized that e ppl ard me are always aiming for their own interests via any means be it BS, Lying, Showing they are more superior.. and much more la..

Ppl will basically do anythin in order to achieve what they aim for. For me, i feel that i am not this kind of ppl. I really want to go for a job that really make ppl happy and not urself. By making them happy, is my pleasure. However in order to do so, i must earn a sum of money to help these ppl i believe. Thats why i am going on the business and finance line. Earn a sum of money in ten years and help these ppl. i want to show the world that not only e world consists of selfish ppl, it also contains ppl who are compassionate and come to this world just to bring joy to others and not themselves. I hope that one day, i will meet ppl of this personality . It is rare i know, but i hope i can meet them. Even christians sometimes may not be that good , just for instance this person i know, he just simply suan and though he serves, he didnt apply wad god teach him in his life. Haiz.. this is self-explanatory. Shall nt elaborate further.

Anw, just want to tell everyone that, i dont like anyone ( not that i dont like u all ji siao me ) but just wan to inform u all .. i did like her once a bit i dare to say that but it was a first impression kind of like.. as time past, i dont like her nor love her =) gd frens only