Post-exam is great! Tiring but great! At least less tiring, stressful and much more fun than exam

But the thought of pw, open house, dance makes me sian lol, mayb cos i am already prepared to not go school, prepared to have the holiday fever, do whatever i want, here i am 1 am still awake, unusual of me..

Today board 81, 20 mins of waiting though seems a bit frustrating to mani ppl, to me it was kinda worth it lol... i observe quite a lot things today,

1- Sometimes, ppl like to act cool, stare at u with those kind of look that they are bigger than u, yet they are actually just much younger than u, sec 2?

2- Ppl like the girl i met today, vent their anger over the phone on innocent parties, unable to handle the stress they are coping now with.

3- Ppl so poor yet they try to act pai kia, neglecting their studies, throwing away their future.

4- Ppl like to act pai kia to stand out from the others when they cant even do it at all, what for giving that "cool" look when smiling makes the world go round!

5- I m not sure about this, but ppl seem to like vent their wadever problems on eating.. eat eat eat, till to the extent that i have nothing to say

6- Ppl makes mistakes yet afraid to admit it, end up scolding the innocent party who is oblivious of anything.

7- Ppl are decisive inside yet indecisive on the outside, why? Lack of confidence they make the correct choice to satisfy everyone, lack of courage to speak out.

8- Ppl are never sure of their feelings, thoughts, when something happens more than once.

9- Ppl are always lying. In others, say but no action. Or what i call, Tell but didnt Show. I am included in this category, trying to change haha..

10- Ppl are guilty of their actions, yet by putting their pride away makes them unwilling though able to admit. They always know when to apologize but are unwilling to do it.

11- Ppl tend not to know when to behave. I believe this applies to everyone. We are sensitive but just that we are either too sensitive to the wrong issues or too insensitive to the correct issues at times.

K, time to sleep, and find my psp charger, otherwise tmr no entertainment lol

Cya
Ziyan

Things to do- Cherish this moment

- Class T

- Class outing

- Get injection

- Go swimming

- Go basketball

- Go watch eagleeye

- Go church&Invite ppl to church

- Watch planetearth

- Do pw photoshop stuff

- Learn sony vegas

- Spend time w god

Yet, at times, i felt lazy to do all these only to regret at the very end
And sometimes, i do not know what is wrong with me, some words i sae seem to be insulting to others unintentionally, sorry if i did but thats me, change takes a long period of time to occur so give me some time

Cya
Ziyan

Exam is over, time to play!!!!

:)

OMG! Promos is finishing! lol! 2 more days! yes two more days!!! Time to enjoy, time to catch some sleep, time to train, time to throw my notes aside! Time to free my mind of all chimalogy knowledge that i dont even need in my career but i am studying now...

Heroes Second Coming, Butterfly Effect! Wow! lol, just fantastic, prison break equally good but heroes slightly better haha, just cant wait for nxt wk! Open house, Enjoyment, Heroes, Prison break, Church, Sleep!!!

Papers arent going to be coming back soon till nxt nxt wk if i am not wrong, so make full use of these time to enjoy! Pw oh shit! Aiya that, can oso put aside XD

Time to study maths, get A :)

Cya
Ziyan

Thanks mum! :) Read ur comment, thanks!

Through this mugging period recently for my exam nxt wk? nono, 4 days more lol, i realize that if i were to study a bit earlir less say 2 months earlier, as in really study, i wuld have improved tremendously! :) I will not need to suffer now, though suffer doesnt mean i am not enjoying myself!

Anw, i have to stop judging.. myself everyone.. only him who can judge nt me.
Also, anger management, laziness, prioritise, really i got a big prob with all these
And lastly, My pride! Just cant seem to let it down. Is easy to sae seek him follow him humbly and he w bless.. but hard to do ! Slowly , i will overcome it!

Lastly, need to be more independent. In the world of reality now, it is no doubt that my independence is growing, yet my laziness is creeping onto me, sometimes i seem lazy to do what god wan me to do, gotta start plucking the faith out of me! The world don gain pity out of u but the world wan happiness out of u!

FH,SH,SH!

Feel, show, spread HAPPINESS!!!

Cya
Ziyan

Eom time to rush

Today was supposed to be the day i thought can sleep early! But i gt so mani things to cover omg!

1) Eom
2)Econs essay
3)Physics superposition
4)Physics waves assignment
5)El summary

Omg! LOL! I got to rush now, though tired which is beyond my control, i am inspired by Steve Rizzo! learn smth! In short,

-Always feel happy( ur power of choice)
-Always show ur happiness(Ur attitude of happiness)
-Always spread ur happiness(Ur effect of happiness)

:) Cya
Ziyan

Nothing is going to unfold, nothing! Secret!

Dont wanna say anything already, things are subjected to change, more than once, so i am just going to keep my mouth shut now! And top the school! See the name " Poh Zi Yan" on top level students for every subject! Watch it! And fear it! lol! I siao le...

Gonna start mugging econs and physics soon, Eom forget it lol, and i wan to learn video picture editing plus camera phototaking! I wan to excel these 3 plus microsoft excel and market share lol! Ambitious ah? Time that i can spare- None... I wan be ogl but i cant! I nd to leave at 27 november night shit! zzz, i don wanna be the only person in my class when school reopen lol!

Things to ponder: Nothing but studies.
We are born to study and then to work but the only difference btw u and me is that i am born to glorify him too :)

Cya
Ziyan

I think i have somewhat decided, i am going to stay stay for now :)

Time to focus on eom AND STUDIES!

Eom PW i hate u! lol, lame, just hate the thought of pw, it teaches u nth good except vocal exposure agree?

Studies teaches u nth but time prioritise

Bible teaches u much more principles in life that benefits u eternally, so why should we nt seek him first when all else will be given if u seek him first ?

Cya
Ziyan

What should i do? I have two keys, two rooms , which one should i unlock? Can anyone enlighten me?

One wrong step into the wrong room could mean the end to my wonderful life... Dilemna.. :(

How i wish everyone can be together, dont have to be in diff countries.. How i wish, i wish yet the truth is antithesis of it....

I am troubled to the extent that i am sorry that i let out rage when this topic always came to my mind..

Time to decide...No matter what, i will look ok and be ok:)

Cya
Ziyan