Time to move back to the dimension time to rekindle the relationship w him, feeling guilty all the time that i am not myself, shall start changing from now :)
My life is tight, can someone stretch it for me? So i can have more time to cope w it..
Cya
Ziyan
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Friday, August 29, 2008
HTD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Happy belated tEAcher's DAY!!! Is it ('s) or (s') lol aiya wadever! haha, great time spent, realize how united our class is today 08s107 rocks on man!
Was deciding to be enthu and hyper but i think i didnt have e energy to, during mass party i was quiet, not what i had wanted to in my thoughts... Just didnt feel like doing anything, mayb cos of smth? haha... i hope i can be like what i was during pae, enthu hyped up chatterbox but i just couldnt i just dont feel like making that effort to do it la..
Anw, later was catching up w secondary sch classmates really kinda change, hyped up much more, talking to them quite alot b4 feeling tired on the bus and then hyped up again when playing lan tgth lol! we no life i know, but is kinda fun realizing so mani ppl play e same game now! Nxt time, easier to go out and decide on one place! Basketball too! But didnt have e time =(, hope nxt time we w have e time to go out! This wk cannot la, most prob cant, nd to study...
Lastly, just wan to end off w a sentence my own: If U can control ur mind, u can control ur destiny, ur life, ur everything, the only problem lies in ur soul, is it willing? Or is it not?
My mind is willing but my flesh is weak, my soul, i am not sure, time to step once agn back into the dimension of christ, and the mind of christ, :)
Cya
Ziyan
Was deciding to be enthu and hyper but i think i didnt have e energy to, during mass party i was quiet, not what i had wanted to in my thoughts... Just didnt feel like doing anything, mayb cos of smth? haha... i hope i can be like what i was during pae, enthu hyped up chatterbox but i just couldnt i just dont feel like making that effort to do it la..
Anw, later was catching up w secondary sch classmates really kinda change, hyped up much more, talking to them quite alot b4 feeling tired on the bus and then hyped up again when playing lan tgth lol! we no life i know, but is kinda fun realizing so mani ppl play e same game now! Nxt time, easier to go out and decide on one place! Basketball too! But didnt have e time =(, hope nxt time we w have e time to go out! This wk cannot la, most prob cant, nd to study...
Lastly, just wan to end off w a sentence my own: If U can control ur mind, u can control ur destiny, ur life, ur everything, the only problem lies in ur soul, is it willing? Or is it not?
My mind is willing but my flesh is weak, my soul, i am not sure, time to step once agn back into the dimension of christ, and the mind of christ, :)
Cya
Ziyan
Monday, August 25, 2008
No one understand nor will they ever
Once upon a time, there was a boy. He led a somewhat lonely yet fun life when he was young. But thats not the point, he feels that he should leave somewhere else, yet at that time no opportunity was there for him to grab. So, years past, he has grown up, now at 17 years of age, suddenly his life is so busy. Not by only studies, but also by the environment hes living in now. All of an instant, there was many friends he make in jc, there was many more times he has been hanging out, in conclusion his life was just so much busier than before. He has never imagined that this will happen in his life. He seems to find staying and living much more fulfiling and meaningful. Yet, it was at this point, that the opportunity he has been waiting for all along dawned back on him. He has a decision to make. The time is now, is not in future in the past, but is now. Within this week, his decision must be made. One firm and definite decision must be passed down. However, he cannot make a decision for the opportunity costs for him now seem to outweight or equal that of those presented by the opportunity. He is in a dilemna. He needs someone to talk to, he needs someone to guide him. He needs a prayer :)
Cya
Ziyan
Cya
Ziyan
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Great sermon => Great start for change!
Just a little bit farther,longer and more! How great is that! :) Way to study way to live life like this! Inspired cant wait to try it later which is in the morning, haha, k going to sleep already great sermon by pastor how!
New revolution, new way of living life, embrace change and turn it into ur advantage!
Theres no such word as " Impossible, Difficult and Cannot!"
Quote: If a dog can wag its tail when it see someone, why cant u say hi to someone when u see him/her?
True indeed, we tend to be lazy but since a dog can do why cant we?
This is random i know but why are friendships non-lasting at times? Is it both parties' fault or is it one party's fault? I hope this wont happen in my life :) I really hope... Dont read too much into this sentence, readers, thanks
Cya
Ziyan
New revolution, new way of living life, embrace change and turn it into ur advantage!
Theres no such word as " Impossible, Difficult and Cannot!"
Quote: If a dog can wag its tail when it see someone, why cant u say hi to someone when u see him/her?
True indeed, we tend to be lazy but since a dog can do why cant we?
This is random i know but why are friendships non-lasting at times? Is it both parties' fault or is it one party's fault? I hope this wont happen in my life :) I really hope... Dont read too much into this sentence, readers, thanks
Cya
Ziyan
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Everything is alright really, nothing is impossible to handle, it is just i am too tired the past week i guess.. now i am fine, enough sleep, enough time to study :)
No stress, no pressure, time to perform, time to show his glory!
In e past week, i cant handle e workload and i am too tired but now i am alright really, dont worry, i am back to normal now though i am sick.. Sick is not an excuse to stop me from being what i should be- that is to study and glorify him yea...
Thanks mum for ur concern i am fine really and everyone out there who have been encouraging me and thanks mong and pastor how who make today svc so impactful, woo from now onwards, nth is in my way hehe, he who is in me is above everything
Cya
Ziyan
No stress, no pressure, time to perform, time to show his glory!
In e past week, i cant handle e workload and i am too tired but now i am alright really, dont worry, i am back to normal now though i am sick.. Sick is not an excuse to stop me from being what i should be- that is to study and glorify him yea...
Thanks mum for ur concern i am fine really and everyone out there who have been encouraging me and thanks mong and pastor how who make today svc so impactful, woo from now onwards, nth is in my way hehe, he who is in me is above everything
Cya
Ziyan
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Damn tired, it is 1.06 am and here i am finally finishing the physics project. Hopefully, it is good enough to get an A haha, anw still gt lots of tests coming up lots of hw to do! And worst, EOM! If i only i can pay 1k for pw to get a straight A, i would do it, pw is the worst of the worst subject in my life la! Nt even abacus can beat it la, still remember during primary sch abacus i hate it, though i love maths lol, irony.. haha
Have been out lately, busy lately, trying to manage dog, bejing olympic, church, project, hw, tests, class t, prayers... Just so busy, it has been long since i take a break from everything and play one whole day or rest one whole day... How i wish this day would come soon... Though i am busy, it doesnt mean i am nt enjoying myself haha, really learnt a lot through this year..
Prioritise, time management, commitment, No more idling around, Put down pride and have faith!
Time to sleep, wake up do maths tys, physics tys, chemistry ws and tutorial, maths inequalities and lastly EOM!!! father coming back home tmr! shld i be happy or not? Hope my mum can cope, god w look over her have faith! :)
I feel this is the time, yet i am afraid i fail, u seem to care too much abt appearance that i am inferior in...
Cya!
Happy Ziyan! Time for a new change! No more Dota. OUT U GO!
Have been out lately, busy lately, trying to manage dog, bejing olympic, church, project, hw, tests, class t, prayers... Just so busy, it has been long since i take a break from everything and play one whole day or rest one whole day... How i wish this day would come soon... Though i am busy, it doesnt mean i am nt enjoying myself haha, really learnt a lot through this year..
Prioritise, time management, commitment, No more idling around, Put down pride and have faith!
Time to sleep, wake up do maths tys, physics tys, chemistry ws and tutorial, maths inequalities and lastly EOM!!! father coming back home tmr! shld i be happy or not? Hope my mum can cope, god w look over her have faith! :)
I feel this is the time, yet i am afraid i fail, u seem to care too much abt appearance that i am inferior in...
Cya!
Happy Ziyan! Time for a new change! No more Dota. OUT U GO!
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Thinking back this year seems to be the best year of my life, yet it may be the saddest moment of my life? haha, it all depends on my promos i guess.. But no matter what, i got to work hard! :) Which i am starting to do with 5 WKS left! Time to put god first and remove this thought out of my mind...
I thought it was lost, yet it found me right back again, i am once again continuously distracted by it.. What shld i do? Give up or Go for it?
I thought it was lost, yet it found me right back again, i am once again continuously distracted by it.. What shld i do? Give up or Go for it?
Friday, August 8, 2008
Today was fun! Change of plan though, went to movie pool and BMI! lol! Building M... I.. shit i forgot! sorry! Didnt study which i was planning to do, but ended up didnt :(, hope that didnt affect anythin yea?
Though was fun, i am sure ppl think i emo or smth.. or not enthu, i donno y, but i am just tired today, mayb cos of a lack of sleep? But i cant sleep at bk when e air con is so cooling! lol, just really no energy to be enthu or sociable, ppl camwhore i stone, opposite from pae haha, i camwhore ppl camwhore.. Haiz, mayb jae life has changed the way some of us behave?
Gonna start studying! Sunday out whole day most prob?, monday mayb going out to have fun! haha, i think tmr is e only day? Need to send me parents email too, cannot forget! And ClassT design! Must be responsible! Lastly, Must do EOM! I am so dead la haha
Oh ya, peter finally went for a class outg today! :) Yea! It is great to have known ppl closer thrugh today, and having a first class outdoor pic! With almost everyone inside :)!
Time to dota! Ws where are u!
Cya
Ziyan
Though was fun, i am sure ppl think i emo or smth.. or not enthu, i donno y, but i am just tired today, mayb cos of a lack of sleep? But i cant sleep at bk when e air con is so cooling! lol, just really no energy to be enthu or sociable, ppl camwhore i stone, opposite from pae haha, i camwhore ppl camwhore.. Haiz, mayb jae life has changed the way some of us behave?
Gonna start studying! Sunday out whole day most prob?, monday mayb going out to have fun! haha, i think tmr is e only day? Need to send me parents email too, cannot forget! And ClassT design! Must be responsible! Lastly, Must do EOM! I am so dead la haha
Oh ya, peter finally went for a class outg today! :) Yea! It is great to have known ppl closer thrugh today, and having a first class outdoor pic! With almost everyone inside :)!
Time to dota! Ws where are u!
Cya
Ziyan
Thursday, August 7, 2008
I feel like stepping down
Seriously, after just a few months, i feel i am not up to the capability of being a vice chair seriously.. i want to be to help this class bond, but seems like i donno how to ? First time vice chair, lots to learn yet lots of mistakes made...
One thing i dont get it: I am so INDECISIVE! Ppl sae one thing i listen, i cant decide on my own! Like this study outg for tmr 8/8/08.. i decide halfway i back out.. i just really disappointed the class, hope they can help me through more :) I wan to lead this class to being more bonded which i know i can, but i need to be more decisive can! Hai... Hope someone can take my place soon, every outing waste damn lot of sms, how good a vice chair i am sia LOL.. haha
Anw, i just realize through this fun festique, i learn much more and make more frens! yea! :) Time to study time to do pw, entertainment get lost... lol! Tmr watching mummy 3 somemore but is compulsory haha, mjc so good la, wan everyone to destress and be bonded as a class so plan this NE trip thingy tmr haha...
Oh ya, i just receive another rhema from him, one word: COOL! thats all
Cya
Ziyan
One thing i dont get it: I am so INDECISIVE! Ppl sae one thing i listen, i cant decide on my own! Like this study outg for tmr 8/8/08.. i decide halfway i back out.. i just really disappointed the class, hope they can help me through more :) I wan to lead this class to being more bonded which i know i can, but i need to be more decisive can! Hai... Hope someone can take my place soon, every outing waste damn lot of sms, how good a vice chair i am sia LOL.. haha
Anw, i just realize through this fun festique, i learn much more and make more frens! yea! :) Time to study time to do pw, entertainment get lost... lol! Tmr watching mummy 3 somemore but is compulsory haha, mjc so good la, wan everyone to destress and be bonded as a class so plan this NE trip thingy tmr haha...
Oh ya, i just receive another rhema from him, one word: COOL! thats all
Cya
Ziyan
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Got fourth for fun festique, didnt perform well due to several reasons: Lazy to explain. But what matters is really i exp his glory through this fun festique :) only i can feel it, up to u to believe it
Life's busy till 15 august, tests almost everydae, events coming up almost everyday, remedial too, projects too, but i believe i can manage it hehe, really inspired to do everything in life be it studies or whatsoever after reading the 4-D book, yep 4-D bet money those type of 4-D LOL.. just joking haha
Sch is fun now! Know more ppl, closer to e sch! :) Nxt, church! Plan my time, and everything will be alright!
See the things that are seen yet unseen in 3-D and the things will be unfold in e 3-D sooner or later, believing is not everything, faith is everything
Cya
Ziyan
SLEEPING TIME! woo! lol i siao le
Life's busy till 15 august, tests almost everydae, events coming up almost everyday, remedial too, projects too, but i believe i can manage it hehe, really inspired to do everything in life be it studies or whatsoever after reading the 4-D book, yep 4-D bet money those type of 4-D LOL.. just joking haha
Sch is fun now! Know more ppl, closer to e sch! :) Nxt, church! Plan my time, and everything will be alright!
See the things that are seen yet unseen in 3-D and the things will be unfold in e 3-D sooner or later, believing is not everything, faith is everything
Cya
Ziyan
SLEEPING TIME! woo! lol i siao le
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
God pours his blessings!!!
God really answers my prayers and i can feel it! :) Pray in e new 4-D way, and god really assure me by blessing me to do well for today fun festique!
Though we are the underdogs, small size, but we get into e finals somehow! God bless me by giving strength and power to score? be calm, and have faith! Thanks to those who cheer me! Really boost my morale! :) thanks!
Tmr is the finals though many say we cant win top 3 and end 4th and dennis may not be able to play, i have faith and w pray that god bless me! 4-D God cr8 this world, he gt control of this world yea? :)
Increased lvl of faith, great achievements all thanks to god! Glory to god! Nt me but god who did all these! Must cont to be god conscious, muz be humble, and put god first!
Cya
Ziyan
Though we are the underdogs, small size, but we get into e finals somehow! God bless me by giving strength and power to score? be calm, and have faith! Thanks to those who cheer me! Really boost my morale! :) thanks!
Tmr is the finals though many say we cant win top 3 and end 4th and dennis may not be able to play, i have faith and w pray that god bless me! 4-D God cr8 this world, he gt control of this world yea? :)
Increased lvl of faith, great achievements all thanks to god! Glory to god! Nt me but god who did all these! Must cont to be god conscious, muz be humble, and put god first!
Cya
Ziyan
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Blessings by god!
FOP was great today! went agn with sj haha, swee! the sermon songs everything! hopefully she enjoy too? Great exp for both of us, never go b4 fop lol since this year.. Anw, inspired by e sermon! Love ppl,Knowing god& Investing ur time and talent in e WOG! haha cool man:) really internalized everything, time to apply into reality
Anw, second blessing was that i finally realized that if u give smth precious to god, he will bless u ten times the worth of it! I give god my precious- savings and time. And he bless me w Chien Mai trip! yea!:)
Lastly, just wan to end off, is image really that impt? Weight, ur clothing, ur hairstyle, ur appearance, is it really that necessary to make it very perfect? Very attractive, stylist wadever u call it? Why shld this word"image" come! If it doesnt, everything will be perfect
God bless!!!
Cya
Ziyan
Anw, second blessing was that i finally realized that if u give smth precious to god, he will bless u ten times the worth of it! I give god my precious- savings and time. And he bless me w Chien Mai trip! yea!:)
Lastly, just wan to end off, is image really that impt? Weight, ur clothing, ur hairstyle, ur appearance, is it really that necessary to make it very perfect? Very attractive, stylist wadever u call it? Why shld this word"image" come! If it doesnt, everything will be perfect
God bless!!!
Cya
Ziyan
Saturday, August 2, 2008
Rebecca my blog emo meh? haha, didnt know is emo, just blogging my thoughts everyday lo haha, k i shall blog abt other stuff from now!
Life busy like hell, for the past for now for the future.. Never seem to be able to get out of this hectic jc life. Although is busy, thinking back, it is fulfilling and joyful till now! I really learn much more in jc, in life yup! Which explains why i am more happy now than in the past, though my blog may seem emo haha..
Fun festique is coming.. Basketball is coming.. The medal is awaiting for me.. lol! Hope i can win for miranda though i nver train that much already?
National day is coming! woo! Another period of break and SLEEP! Haven been sleeping 12 hours since donno when, still thinking of the past where almost every weekend i can sleep for 12 hours, so shiok lol.. Oh ya, hoping to have a class outing for national day! Aft movie, a successful one, i think it is the only time which i can gather the whole class to be present for the outing..
Tmr Going FOP agn, haha, experiencing god once more! :) But b4 i go, i need to finish quite a bit of hw and revision if possible which i haven started yet! two days yet so much hw -.-... But it is no doubt that my life is much happier than b4 in sec life, though i seem to be unable to take a break forever..
Lastly, hope my mum and dad are doing great now :) God bless yea! Be strong! No matter where u are, u two are always loved and blessed!
Cya
Ziyan
Life busy like hell, for the past for now for the future.. Never seem to be able to get out of this hectic jc life. Although is busy, thinking back, it is fulfilling and joyful till now! I really learn much more in jc, in life yup! Which explains why i am more happy now than in the past, though my blog may seem emo haha..
Fun festique is coming.. Basketball is coming.. The medal is awaiting for me.. lol! Hope i can win for miranda though i nver train that much already?
National day is coming! woo! Another period of break and SLEEP! Haven been sleeping 12 hours since donno when, still thinking of the past where almost every weekend i can sleep for 12 hours, so shiok lol.. Oh ya, hoping to have a class outing for national day! Aft movie, a successful one, i think it is the only time which i can gather the whole class to be present for the outing..
Tmr Going FOP agn, haha, experiencing god once more! :) But b4 i go, i need to finish quite a bit of hw and revision if possible which i haven started yet! two days yet so much hw -.-... But it is no doubt that my life is much happier than b4 in sec life, though i seem to be unable to take a break forever..
Lastly, hope my mum and dad are doing great now :) God bless yea! Be strong! No matter where u are, u two are always loved and blessed!
Cya
Ziyan
Friday, August 1, 2008
FOP was great! Thanks for filling me with comfort lord! learn lots of stuff today! But must slowly internalize! New transformation as i step out of singapore indoor stadium today :) Hope all christians will make it for FOP which lasts from this fri to sun !
Anw, just really guilty that sometimes when i talk, i seem to give ppl an impression that i am angry or du lan mayb is cos of my tone, but wadever it is i never meant that way, am trying to change :)
Taxi fare was ex! 11 dollars midnight charge lol! siao leh! but worth it as i exp god a lot in spite of my lack of sleep two days ago, hai now still dying, shall go sleep le cya!
Oh ya b4 i end, i just met a 2.21 m which is 7 foot 5 inch person today! wow!
Cya
Ziyan
Anw, just really guilty that sometimes when i talk, i seem to give ppl an impression that i am angry or du lan mayb is cos of my tone, but wadever it is i never meant that way, am trying to change :)
Taxi fare was ex! 11 dollars midnight charge lol! siao leh! but worth it as i exp god a lot in spite of my lack of sleep two days ago, hai now still dying, shall go sleep le cya!
Oh ya b4 i end, i just met a 2.21 m which is 7 foot 5 inch person today! wow!
Cya
Ziyan
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