God is Amazing!

Witness many amazing blessings today! :)

Though i may not get my intended results for e subjects so far, i made a huge improvement in most of my subjects :). Yes it is hard work of my own and god motivation in me:)

Physics- U to B
Chemistry- U to D
Gp- 25/50( At least i pass for now haha)

So far, i am sure god is gracious and in e end of the day, All As! :)

And xueli testimony of her exams is even amazing. Though she tot she screw up everything because of lack of time, panic, she got B for Physics and C or D for chemistry and a B for gp p1.

Sometimes, we got to take life in different perspective. Even if we were not christians. The attitude and work we put in must be there and most impt the mentality! We must not let our circumstances influence our motivation in life to study, our perseverance. But let our motivation and perseverance influence the circumstances.

We r in control :) and not the other way. Never is a servant in control of its owner. Same here.

Exams are done by us. We r e doers and we r in control :) A is within our limits!

Cya
Ziyan

Life is not a bed of roses, to be more specific, in my context now, is not an easy task to stay happy everytime.

It is so hard to get across some idea to some people esp when we all think differently. Thats why, babies are the easiest to communicate w! Cos they don think much, they just wan ur company regardless of who you are.

Hope everything will be fine in my family just like what we were 18 years ago...

:)

Cya
Ziyan

I long for the days when we were just innocent as ever and have as much freedom as possible...

The world seems a better place if that were the case haha.

Cya
Ziyan

Temporal break

Somehow, i don't feel satisfied of the fact that we finish tmr. Perhaps, we only have a few days to rest and the memory, knowledge we have accumulated cannot be forgotten. I so long for days that i can cycle, swim, run , basketball, and bowled and so much more. I love sports but the fact is that i am not as capable as others i guess.

Since my operation, the physical ability has long deteriorated. It has dragged me down of course, yet i can only recover fully only if i remove the 'thing' in me.

Whatever, it is, at least this does not stop me from doing what i like most but yet to get a chance- helping people! animals! haha I miss chiang mai seriously. I love th place people weather except the environment. I must do something abt it. I know everyone sae this but i will keep my word hopefully haha. Just don wanna fall into the ignorant grp of people in this world :)

And i really wan to work. Believe it or not. Yet to earn myself a single buck at the age of 18 LOL. Must have been one spoilt brat. I nd to find a way to earn money for myself, family and future :) The skills are impt!

On the sidenote, i realize many people tend to complain a lot esp abt ppl. They tend to sae this and that and act pissed off by what others doing. Maybe they are angry cos they cant be like these people who enjoy at the expense of others. but who cares. I don really give a single thought of whether people are benefiting off u. As long as i know what i am doing is of good moral values, i don compare.

And for those, who are demoralised by ur things in life right now esp exams. Don. It is the end route we are aiming for. Through all these steps of mini exams, it is just for us to learn our mistakes and not commit in alvl. Don treat it as a setback for u in ur alvl :) These exams, prelim, are all for u to learn to apply what u've learnt and learn from ur mistakes. Not see how bad or how good u have done :)

Okay, damn sian, still got one exam but is a h1 mcq. Somehow, i have smth on tmr but thats good for a gd purpose. But seems like, i have hooked onto smth more distracting than this and is nt gd. I hope i can let nature take its course and stop thinking abt it :) Like what christians say, it is all in god's plan as long as u live for him and through him :)

Cya
Ziyan

Blog no.2 of the day

Totally slacked the whole day. Went up, with the intention of studying, after reading the bible, but who knows my lack of adrenaline just kicked in. Not long, i was lying on my bed sleeping.
Nxt thing, it was 6.30 pm. I decided to just stop and study later at night at 10. Gonna stop thinking of the burden of studying and think far beyond it yea.

Okay, Sax-An lai le! Gonna blow some saxophone :) Chang Zai Xin haha

Cya
Ziyan

The race is almost over! Tired, just don feel like studying anymore esp with 2 more paper 1 to go in the nxt 3 days.

Through this prelim, i have realized many have responded these papers with different mindset.

I believe prelims just like work life or anything u do in ur life will always try to impede one's mental strength. Thats why those who triumph in the end are normally those who are able to withold any bad influence on their mental str through the process.

2 more papers to go. Jiayou people. Have been slacking for 5 hours lol. One more dota match and i am done

Cya
Ziyan

You are the light in the darkness
You are the hope to the hopeless
You are the peace to the helpless
You are...

I am just so touched by this chorus, nt sure did i type correctly

Anyway, our ways can never outweigh his ways.

This is why i also realised that some amazing people do some amazing things cos their thinking is set on a level higher than those of ordinary.

So if we were to set our ways like that of god, it will amaze the world :)

Cya
Ziyan

Life will be hard, but we can do it like what everyone is trying to encourage everyone haha.

Let ur confidence be independent of the circumstances ard u.

Let your morale be unwavered by the questions u face.

I think that is really one good technique i find out for myself for prelim.

I think it will work :)

Shall try it for prelim p2 chem and the rest of p1.

God bless everyone! Prayers do wonders so why not pray for everyone and global wonders will occur haha.

Ugly truth- hmmmm, not really the kind of movie i thought LOL. Awkward w a bunch of ppl, esp my class huh haha

Cya
Ziyan

Focus!!

The more the crucial period, the more challenges u bound to face. This is very true. Esp exams. All kinds of obstacles, small or big, always impede your determination to study. I don know why but i guess it is just me mayb haha.

The world perceives things in an universal way that many of us fail to notice when we are hooked onto something that introduces a new belief to living life like christianity.

Ppl view christians as many different perspectives- judgmental, hypocritical, fake, too holy, only god and god and god and much more.

As Pastor Kevin says, the inability to live what we behave has made many people think christians are hypocritical, one of the most serious misconceptions to many. I think many will agree with me. Also, many think what is a god to us, is a religion or something to satisfy our insecurity.

Many do not know it is a relationship. One that makes us feel we are not alone even when all else fails. I am not trying to mean anything by saying all these, just wan to clarify some doubts i have haa. And we must never just keep saying, it is god and god not us. It is quite a humble act to christians but not to the majority non believers in the world, who see it as a part of arrogance.

Anw, shall start finish my rev package ans by tonight when it is now 11.52.45 pm! haha. And i shld stop getting distracted. Focus! not on sports soccer but studies. Btw man city 4 arsenal 1. WTH!!! ARSHAVIN wuld have changed all that :(. My league. Aiya, heck. It is just a mere discouragement from my route to success in studies. I cannot let it demoralise me lol. Seems like i quite addicted to soccer.

Okay, shall leave now

Cya,
Ziyan

Falling into a situation where you will be completely devoid of ur senses, it is indeed hard to get out once you are in.

I am exactly in this situation now. I dont know why but i guess thats how the brain works haha. God cr8 the world in such an amazing way that some things are still beyond our comprehension for only god understands.

Gonna step out of my comfort zone more if i need to see a change in my purpose.

Knowing someone only by name yet not personally hurts one esp if he or she is impt to u haha

Cya
Ziyan

Teacher's day

This year teacher's day is one of the best or rather the best one i have had in many years:)

Seeing how dedicated our teachers are, they really deserve it. And this, in my opinion, should apply to everyone in life.

Whenever someone does something for us, though many of times, they do not want anything in return, we should shower them back what they deserve.

Sometimes, just regretted not doing this early. Shall try to put others b4 myself than myself b4 others.

1 wk or less than 1 wk left! The fear is not killing me but it is the pressure ard me that is killing me. Lack of rest, lack of freedom is just so uncomfortable and looking at my cousin, i don get poly life sometimes. He writes he play dota 150 games in 8 days. Thats like madnesS?????? 1 game=30mins or 1 hr. 150 means= 4500 mins in 8 days?

What abt the time to sleep, time to have family time, time to study, time to socialize!!

Don get the way mindsets are shaped in ppl's life sometimes..

Get well soon ok! God is gracious, he blesses those who seek him :)

Jiayou people, god is abundant in his blessings but one should be patient to receive it with Faith!

Cya
Ziyan