Back to studies

Haiz... one week seems like one second to me... esp when i am having fun.... however, studyin one hr seems an eternity instead... LOL.. haha... in life theres bound to be enjoyment and suffering haha... to me studies is suffering and now... i am back to "hell" hahah.... nd to study again... though now i onli starting to get myself fully rdy... nt yet though - juz starting... haha.... after my Prelim... realized... EL... is e one that drags me down down & down..... to the bottomless pit.... unable to climb back up to go vjc... so i have decided to realli focus in english... no matter wad!... i am goin to succeed i am!!.... however i cannot oso neglect other subjects too la.. haha... they muz be constantly maintained too la haha =D.... muz get back to studyin now... finish all syllabus and a bit of revision here and there b4 7 oct... aft which REVISE REVISE AND REVISE TILL 22 OCT... haha... gonna own... everyone! my target! 6 pts! or mayb 7 haha... kk gtg to study my bio... awaiting me... to touch it... haha... my com is juz right beside me.... temptations....ceased my studying hibernation..... DOTA! hahah... lets see hmmm... kk bio more impt... dota ltr =p haha... bYE! cyAz! the end! =D

Almost all subject results are out....

Is juz exactly 28 more DAES to OLEVEL!!! what shld i do??? nooo.... this yr.. is so intense... rite after prelim cant slack.. everyone started mugging... mugging and mugging.........in hope of achieving their own targets.... haiz... me ... gt back everything except ss and bio and physics...

Todae... realized that cl.. gt b3!!! 69--.-- one more mark ... to the freaking near yet far A2!!! haiz... my english 54... not sure will it oso be so suay one more mark to b4.... hmmm... when are we getting back our moderation marks sia... so nervous.... so excited... so scared.... ahhhh!!! haha... todae my maths yes! meeet mmy targggett!!! A1...OH YA.. OMG todae when get back egeo.... tio shocked sia... cannot believe my eyes... that i juz saw 40/50.... i tot i didnt do welll... hmmm mayb is god greatness? god miracle... i believe so! haha... do it w god... nth is impossible... i believe el and ss will be the nxt miracle god will surprise me w hahah...... ss ltr oso toop hahah i mean get quite high.. then my humanities will get A1 or A2 =D haha... i hope so .. i believe what i do .. god is all my help... haha... though nt active spiritually haha .... kk hmmm so if i get A1 for human, maths A1, amath A1, El B4, Cl b3 , Chem A1.... i will get ..... 11!! for L1R5 how great man! =D haha... oh ya... muz start to mug le.. buck up in el el ele el elel le... ppl sae cant study so wad... i prove to them... i will make up or invent some wae to study.. surely there is juz tat ppl dun noe haha ...

GTg le... cyaZ!! =D gonna own!!! yx!!! hahah imba shit... my target... most impt... do it w GOD =D .... start mugging ziyan!! gogogoogog... ATW FTW!!

Dae the Results are Released...

Hmmm... todae was e first dae gt back results haha =D... can be considered gd and bad... y? haha for el.. it was released first... i tot i wuld get a gd grade like b4? but i was wrong.. dead wrong lol... my compre vocab flunked... my summary too as well as my composition... =.=.... demoralized... these stacks of stress one by one bombarded me... and is killling me lol.. but luckily i gt oral and moderation of course! haha.. think will get b4.. aft all that =D... but moderation isnt what i shld depend on always... it will nt come at leisure nor when u wan it.. so i decided to start my el campaign! goin pia for el... rephrase describe.. phrasing all of it... i goin to do do do do.. and get an A1.... lol though seem impossible but i can .. if for chem can frm c6 to A1 why cant this rite? this el is juz one language grasp its concept and apply.. dun nd study!! whereas chem nd afford much more time... since chem i can do it w excellence y nt el? haha =D... have faith! do it w GOD!! haha yea man.. haha

Oh ya tmr getting back maths!! and physics and cl! too haha hoping all get well and i will get gd grades to show off LOL... jkjjk... juz wanna make my report book nicer! haha... el b4.. all A1 lol... can do it.. if prelim cant STILL gt olvl! i can man =D haha.. yep tmr goin chalet wont be home.. trying to destress myself.. relieve myself .. and get back to STUDY marathon on MONDAE!! ... i muz do it now 32 daes left...... haha gtg cyaz =D

Mugging!

Haha now my parents all on holidae .. left me alone lol and my bro and maid haha... temptation starts to settle in.. realli fast.. realli surreptitiously.. scary!!!... so muz try to focus luckily gt my bro.. keep studying ... i see i follow.. lol... ren yi yu yun... haha... kk finish mugging almost whole chem syllabus left... quite a lot stil LOL... sian!!! if i onli i can fabricate pretexts to get out of this OLVL.. my life will be much better haha... oh ya... practicals finish le... el too cl too... hmm el nt tat well confident.. but i tried my best! haha.. and god is with me all the time.. =D ... kk gtg mug le... playin dota was fun but nt interminably fun... main thing is studying towards ... my unknown destination lol... haha... class outing too was great... the rat------ lol nt sure how to spell =p haha... was funny and poignant.. kk gtg realli now bye!

Yes or No?

Have been busy lately... nt mugging though haha.. juz seemingly in a sec, 4 weeks have passed!! haha .. so fast left onli 7 weeks.. although i have been mugging .. nt as much as i expected.. have been lazy .. sleepy ... distracted .. i just could not concentrate .. however todae i am so called "enlightened" that i should get out of these clutches of "death" and start bucking up and mug till i am satisfied.. haha.. juz hope i can really be at least top 5 in the class.. it may seem impossible as i am competiting with motivated, intelligent classmates.. haha but impossible to me does not exist... i can do it! haha.. juz a moment ago i was sleeping now i feel energetic all over.. to start studying from todae onwards.. i mean really studying... juz tahan for 4 months.. and i can relax and enjoy as carefree as i wan.. not a tinge of stress will be on my mind.. or in my life ! =D haha.. oh ya.. should i actually juz give up the thing that i want or earn for it? or juz solict for it at the end of the dae haha.. hmm.. i think i juz let god decide.. .haha .. is all in ur hands man hahah =D gtg le cyaz! =D

My bad dae

Haiz.. everydae go sch.. no mood to do anythin.. sian.. resulting in a kp charac.. haha.. i mad le.. just hope i can be christ-like like last time.. peace and talking to everyone amicably and not hot-tempered =( haha.. but i gonna set a goal .. frm todae.. god is my idol LOL.. u may find this funny but is true.. follow him to the light haha.. i just wan to be sociable and talking to ppl even if they kp or smth.. i muz control and just go a step ahead to foster this relationship and nt exacerbate the situation.. i muz! no effort no result.. no price no benefit.. i muz! even now ppl nt close to me.. i muz take the initiative... though JY .. now like dun wanna talk to me cos of smth.. i cant just hate him or ignore like he's my enemy for life.. i muz actually buck up and talk to him potray god charac thrugh me .. glorify him.. also talk to ppl politely.. be more approachable.. nth is impossible w god.. salt and the light .. =D i muz ! haha.. just trying to vent out my feelings onto this blog!!! haha.. even if a lot of ppl now nt close w me due to some charac change.. i muz change my charac cos is me at fault and no one else.. christ - like is they key.. god i look up to man! gtg cyaz! oh ya MUZ STUDY OSO NOW LE.. no time to waste.. no even a milli-sec to just let it slip past me.. muz cherish it like gold.. muz turn it to my own benefit =D

Exam comin!!

hey !! long time no online le hahas.. buzy mugging.. mugging.. though is ? holidae =.= lol hahas this holidae is like not holidae.. everydae wake up study.. hahas.. cannot relax le.. muz prove everyone wrong... be it u my frens or anyone hahas.. the dreaded hw... keep terrorising me LOL... so mani hw!! yet i nd study... nvm.. i have the one with me.. no scared.. no terror no fear hahas... gtg.. plae a while then mug... muz noe when to plae and study rite? hahas =D cyAZ!

Die or survive =.=

lol... todae give back all papers except physics and emath left.... sian... my papers all no A... but hoping the last two will get A =D hahas .. oh ya.. bio finally pass !! lol... and my combined human .. is a miracle study wrong topic still can pass with "flying colours" lol hahas ..

Everytime wan talk but dun feel like talking lol... ahhas i mad le.. lol ... just feel like smth within me is holding or constricting me.. =( but i am not goin to let this perpetuate ... I MUZ NOT lol.. mayb when u all reading this blog may think i mad.. but actually i am just trying to express wad i am thinking right now ... hahas just that sometimes when i feel like talking to those pupils in class who i not close with.. smth juz hold me back hmmm.. PRIDE? mayb but hope i may get out of this frm todae or tmr onwards =D hahas

Prelim comin.. muz mug till siao le.. cannot continue getting C and B ... NOOO... muz glorify both god and do my parents and myself proud =D hahas gtg le.. cyAz

Poof

Sian papers given out!!

What the heck!! lol i juz now post a blog abt todae and theres some error hhas .. now i have to make another one =(... lol kk hmmm.. everytime whenever papers are finished.. we will be so in a state of bliss as if the whole world is owned by us! LOL hahas can go slack plae and most impt no more study! but after a few daes... papers are given out ! thats the bad part for some of us.. me is one of them =p

hahas todae gt back el and cl and chem... was thinking of doin well in chem and nt the others.. but ended up doin Gd in cl and nt the others hahas.. and tmr still gt the stupid SS keep thinking of it makes me ermm.. how to describe it? hmmm... oblivious of anythin ard me when i think of it? is that how serious or worried i am LOL hahas... oso tmr gt el workshop sian... makes me feel so sian!!! go home so late... wan sleep one leh.... hahas but gd thing is my el gt hope le lol=.= hahas

Shall end here <><>

My first blog!

Wooo finally can go in my account le hahas .. hmm where shld i start? o0o exam! ya now exam coming le.. and i haven started on my worst subject BIO lol hahas dun feel like .. so tedious and wordy though interesting hahas.. luckily other subjects almost done le hahas .. now is actually only 7 days to exam hahas =D yea after exam then can slack a bit b4 O's chinese come sian hahas Btw chelsea is so lucky but luckily only score 1 goal hahas .. Man u> chelsea

Gtg le.. shall end here then hahas =p

Pufo