My bad dae

Haiz.. everydae go sch.. no mood to do anythin.. sian.. resulting in a kp charac.. haha.. i mad le.. just hope i can be christ-like like last time.. peace and talking to everyone amicably and not hot-tempered =( haha.. but i gonna set a goal .. frm todae.. god is my idol LOL.. u may find this funny but is true.. follow him to the light haha.. i just wan to be sociable and talking to ppl even if they kp or smth.. i muz control and just go a step ahead to foster this relationship and nt exacerbate the situation.. i muz! no effort no result.. no price no benefit.. i muz! even now ppl nt close to me.. i muz take the initiative... though JY .. now like dun wanna talk to me cos of smth.. i cant just hate him or ignore like he's my enemy for life.. i muz actually buck up and talk to him potray god charac thrugh me .. glorify him.. also talk to ppl politely.. be more approachable.. nth is impossible w god.. salt and the light .. =D i muz ! haha.. just trying to vent out my feelings onto this blog!!! haha.. even if a lot of ppl now nt close w me due to some charac change.. i muz change my charac cos is me at fault and no one else.. christ - like is they key.. god i look up to man! gtg cyaz! oh ya MUZ STUDY OSO NOW LE.. no time to waste.. no even a milli-sec to just let it slip past me.. muz cherish it like gold.. muz turn it to my own benefit =D