Yes or No?

Have been busy lately... nt mugging though haha.. juz seemingly in a sec, 4 weeks have passed!! haha .. so fast left onli 7 weeks.. although i have been mugging .. nt as much as i expected.. have been lazy .. sleepy ... distracted .. i just could not concentrate .. however todae i am so called "enlightened" that i should get out of these clutches of "death" and start bucking up and mug till i am satisfied.. haha.. juz hope i can really be at least top 5 in the class.. it may seem impossible as i am competiting with motivated, intelligent classmates.. haha but impossible to me does not exist... i can do it! haha.. juz a moment ago i was sleeping now i feel energetic all over.. to start studying from todae onwards.. i mean really studying... juz tahan for 4 months.. and i can relax and enjoy as carefree as i wan.. not a tinge of stress will be on my mind.. or in my life ! =D haha.. oh ya.. should i actually juz give up the thing that i want or earn for it? or juz solict for it at the end of the dae haha.. hmm.. i think i juz let god decide.. .haha .. is all in ur hands man hahah =D gtg le cyaz! =D