These few daes, i juz realize that theres mani things i shld change nt juz for ppl sake but for my own good too. Yep, i muz try to think less deep, always think so much end up no mood do anythin. I am just killing myself with no external sources but from my own thinking. Another pt, i just cannot think b4 talking. The words i say sometimes i dont even know i sae that, i just sae as i thought. I muz reealli change this pt man! Think b4 u sae. thanks wenjie haha... Normally, i tell people to cheer up and not be sad dun let anythin affect u. K now this is happening to me. I just could not hide my emotions when i told ppl i can. I am just a liar in disguise lol... muz try my best. not to show the negative emotions out, but rather show the positive emotions out =) . This is goin to start from todae! Today, is the day i realli am determined to change all these. Shall see tmr =)
And today shooting realli inspire me! Though i didnt shoot much like onli 5 shots? lol.. i realize that mentality > anything else. The way u think really determines what u produce in ur life not only shooting. I believe now that as long as i want to be happy the only way is that i muz realli not only fight for it but also believe in it as well, nt frm ur mind but frm ur heart =) God is goin to pull me thrugh. Believing + Doing > Seeing! haha.. tmr i am goin to be determined to do everything i wanna do ! I can do it ! haha.. kk feeling much better now =) everydae w be a new dae , everydae will have smth for me to learn. Shall nt waste my life now . Get up!
Oh ya anw, juz wan to sae one more thing, I really wan to run for some leadership positions like house com todae! but cos of YMCA, i feel theres not enough time. End up shermine ronald sy jia all go house com. Wad if they gt in, YMCA how? Hope everything w run smooth.. Now shall start goin for everything that i want, exco everything. But manage time wise is still impt. Muz step by step =). Hope the april goals w be e start of my motivation towards my own journey.
Ps: Wenjie, i dont wan ppl know cos i juz wan to have freedom to vent everything i wan here, otherwise if ppl know abt my blog, my freedom is restricted yep =) I hope u understand
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