Op is coming, i am loving it seriously, i somehow like to present yet when presenting, fear sets in, not only that, i always has problems pronouncing clearly... sounds funny but somehow my saliva always accumulate in my mouth when i present... such that ya such that, this word " such", i cant even pronounce la! such that i nd to remove "such" from my op script lol!



Everytime, when i m alone no matter wad, esp during a quiet atmosphere, things to ponder seem to set in, all kinds of things, and they keep repeating over and over agn in my mind, i cant seem to remove it.. guess i am already addicted to it?



And, sometimes, i wonder why ppl just cant go the extra mile even when little sacrifices are made? Even christians(no offence), like eg, an extra mile to encourage someone or reply someone when his limited no. of msg sent is exceeded, i know almost everyone does that always but i just feel courtesy, sincerity, values rule over everything:) Life has changed, ppl seem to neglect modern values and rule modern life over them, mayb i am too sensitive but thats how i feel