Nick Vujicic!

Everyone in hog church is talking abt him, or rather my church, whos he? Hes a guy who is limbless and has lived his amazing life alone inspired by the WOG!

Video speaks a lot of pictures which speaks a few thousand words: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TtweZxNGk1Y

Hope that whoever reading can come to hog church! At paya lebar! 4 or 5 november 7.30pm to 10! Thanks! :) Really hope that u can just come and take a look! His life is enough to give u a totally different new perspective to living ur life! So just come and take a look yea when i ask u haha :)

Anw, sometimes life is qutie cool thinking abit.. When u feel u r alone, u hope that ur life can be busier than u thought otherwise it wuld be quite meaningless living it, vice versa.

A busy active life brings more challenge to me than i thought. Busy = more problems, more challenges! Yet when u solve them or overcome them, a sense of maturity grows in u.. To me, this year has been a not only a fulfiling one but one that really opens my perspective of life.

Ppl are all different- different in the sense they look at things, do things, live their lives. Some with a narrow-minded thinking, some with a broader perspective way of thinking. I feel that no matter what life u are in right now, wadever setbacks u are in right now, just live ur life to the fullest! Focus on ur goal, be persistent, and all setbacks will only cause u minimal impact to ur morale! If u think abt it, when theres a setback u should be happy, this means ur chances of succeeding will be higher! haha! Live ur life to ur MAXIMUM! This is easier to say than done, yet it is possible!

Shopping is fun!!

Today shopping was fun! haha! though didnt act as enthu, i enjoy shopping w shermine haha...

Anw, shermine if u see this post, hope we go agn haha! and i gonna tell u more! :) lol.. donno wad i talking oso, not on the right mind... mayb i was shy haha, nvm still gt chiang mai to talk!

Pw up! Chiang mai proposal up! Yet i hope to have every fun i can now b4 nxt year starts!
Douglas is planning an outing yet me, vice-cg rep is doing nth, i will try my best to help..

K, time to get class T, get class outg for atlas 4 for 08s107, time to enjoy myself, pw and chiang mai comes second!

But b4 i can enjoy, i nd to save up!!

K gtg, liverpool vs chelsea! Shit chelsea concede .... Alonso! damn u haha

Cya
Ziyan

Greatness in Spirit Body Soul

I know my mistake, am gonna change , time to start spending more time with them.. They hint, they comment, but they never complain, yet i knew they want me to spend more time with them.. Care for me :) haha.. shall not give excuses or let pw stand in the way! Time to focus!!!

R.A.C.E and SSB impactful seriously:) haha, this sermon is impactful, today since is 145am i shall start spending time with god daily, i must glorify him, not just get gd results( which to me still sounds a miracle as i study damn little except maths, simply god blesssing!), but in other aspects of my life:)

Time to grow, time to start training in my cca, pw, character in life, cannot neglect them!

Time to sleep! Man U sux! lol! I am getting lesser and lesser devoted to man u.. Anw, sometimes somehow, i deny the fact yet it keeps dawning back on me.. why? I dont know, does love needs to be explained? Does it comes with a reason?

Gonna start getting back out of conviction and not being forced to! Serve god out of conviction and not commitment! Time to glorify him in all aspects of life and in order to do that, i nd to spend some time with him! Cant just do it by my power but his power!

Cya
Ziyan

Op is coming, i am loving it seriously, i somehow like to present yet when presenting, fear sets in, not only that, i always has problems pronouncing clearly... sounds funny but somehow my saliva always accumulate in my mouth when i present... such that ya such that, this word " such", i cant even pronounce la! such that i nd to remove "such" from my op script lol!



Everytime, when i m alone no matter wad, esp during a quiet atmosphere, things to ponder seem to set in, all kinds of things, and they keep repeating over and over agn in my mind, i cant seem to remove it.. guess i am already addicted to it?



And, sometimes, i wonder why ppl just cant go the extra mile even when little sacrifices are made? Even christians(no offence), like eg, an extra mile to encourage someone or reply someone when his limited no. of msg sent is exceeded, i know almost everyone does that always but i just feel courtesy, sincerity, values rule over everything:) Life has changed, ppl seem to neglect modern values and rule modern life over them, mayb i am too sensitive but thats how i feel

My dog

I love animals, yet i wish i can give them the best which many cannot give. Thats my wish, but in reality, i couldnt..

Kobe, my dog, i wish i can let him have freedom run abt, play with him, give him all i can, yet i cant.. why? Someone just do not like animals, i never thought it would be till that extent, cant go outside to the garden, carpark, cant go out and walk free and easy when no one is with him.. Wth la...

Nvm, shall not complain, is my own fault that i chose to have a dog..

PS: I cannot find any topic to talk to u nowadays, i dont know why, and dont ask me why

Time to do I&R! wow! my favourite!

Cyaya
Ziyan


Cya
Ziyan

Love for god is reignited! :) Dont know why, but i feel like serving god once again..

Though i left church today early, sorry guys, i hope i can spend more time w u guys :)

Hope my bond w u all w grow stronger, not just now but eternally

& btw, BOG preached by pastor how was impactful! We r e banks, and hes e depositer ( if theres such a word) =D.. We nd to multiply whatever he bless us with!

Cya
Ziyan

Something happen just now, not involving me of course, and i realize people can be deceiving in life sometimes..

Deceiving in their outward looks and actions, u may think that thats their personality when u observe what they do or say in life but act, u are wrong..

Ppl tend to keep their trueself to themselves and only show it to those close to them, one such person is u( nt saying who :) ), they can appear very nice or friendly on the outside yet they are actually having a total different personality when they are alone...

They can appear happy and peaceful to u on the outside, yet they are hating to kill u at any moment..

But personally, i feel this kind of personality or characteristic in one's life is pure stupidity.. what for have different personalities to different ppl? Unless, u are afraid of one revealing ur weakness or ppl rejecting u? I donno cos i am not those kind of ppl :)

Lastly, some ppl in life, tend to like backstabbing others, or saying bad things ( factual or fake) abt others, so as to make one suffer while he rejoices, these ppl ought to search their own soul...

K, time to do pw :)

Cya
Ziyan

Ogl turns out to be great :) Hopefully i get in...

Time to take on leadership roles, time to face a new stage of challenges in my life in preparation to the reality of the workforce..

Gonna start pw

Thank god for everything :) Really, with u, everything changes for the better somehow, ur power and nt my power, ur grace and thats all that matters

Cya
Ziyan

Finally a successful 08s107 outing! 15 turn up! woo! :) Though i was tired, i was satisfied as long as my class was so enjoying themselves- it is all that matters

Yet, on the other hand, i realize i cant seem to put my feelings on hold, i tend to be unable to suppress and express easily, it may be good at times but bad at times too..

K, time to sleep and go for PW and OGL tmr! I will get better and better over myself, more and more anointing of HS, i can do it! External effects are nth, what matters is the inside of u- the conservative values of christ that u are possessing 24/7...

I think i shall photoshop b4 i sleep since my hair is wet..

Cya
Ziyan

Thx yassy for today:) And mong too:)

They are true, i admit it is all abt ur own decision not anyone, i will give it a try then..

In christianity, outside of everything may change but the inside must definitely remain the same otherwise the reality will no longer be the salt the light the truth

Time to try dreamweaver! Time to get over everything! Time for a new revelation

Ziyan:)

Did really well for my promos this time :) Just really wan to write this post to thank god though i did not spend much time with him during this time, i pray i dream i see and it happens! I am going to get promoted, from 1 pass in mye to 5 passes in promos :)

Thank god for blessing me.. God power is unexpected, limitless and overwhelming..

Give him a chance, trust in him and he will bless u anytime u want anything u wan as long as it glorifies him :) As the typical saying goes, As long as god is with you, nothing is impossible..

True indeed :) Time to start getting back time to spend more time w him

Cya
Ziyan

Time to step on a new path: Path of determination

No more delaying, no more self-demoralisation, no more external demoralisation...

Way to truth and the light :)

Happy always now forever, mind of christ incubating in my mind, visions and dreams forming around it, Step of faith in thinking and hence action occuring..

lol, dont think anyone know what i am talking, time for photoshop or maybe dotaing which i didnt really play seriously for a long time, or maybe sleep till tmr afternoon?

Cya
Ziyan

Able to be unaffected by the external surroundings only then can one have full control of himself

Not only by saying but also by thinking,hence action will occur

Always set ur mind on him and ur weakness w fade away, ur strength will develop

Wa, quite cheem lol, k just typing out some things i should change.. Realize that sometimes, i deny myself but my heart reveal the truth to me. Why must i be so easily twirled around by someone? It is my life, i must learn to let it go learn to fight it learn to live my own life

Cya
Ziyan

Sometimes, just got to be more sensitive and care more about the image of christ than the earthly image, i guess, pride is nothing

Work towards his glory, and his plan will unfold b4 u naturally, bless me to be more sensitive to everything cos i don wanna hurt anyone unintentionally like i just did in my sms..

Time to be unaffected by external surroundings and grow more in his glory :)

Cya
Ziyan

Pass GP & CL!!

Finally the worst paper is over, and luckily i pass phew 52.5/100 lol, though is bad but at least i improve :) Cl 45/100 but nvm la, i pass

K now in sch doing pw gtg,wx is coming

Cya
Ziyan

Finally have some sleep today- too much sleep lol, am still tired though a bit tired..

Blogspot sux la, cant seem to find any link to be able to email to the support abt mjc shooting blog. To those who dont know, it got accidentally deleted and i just cant seem to retrieve it or even inform the support to retrieve it..

K my jole cole just scored and i didnt put him in my FPL shit, i tot he was injured? K time to do pw, and sleep, tmr results are inevident to avoid yet the only thing i can do is to prepare myself for the worse

Cya
Ziyan

Busy tired!

Been out whole day, didnt expect that haha, came back home, spent time w dog, and now finally got some time to rest and now is 12am.. Tired jc life is tiring, maybe is cos of the studies, e fun that it contains that surpass what i have in sec sch..

Church tmr yup, and morning injection, busy agn, no time to sleep no time to relax :(

And just realize monday is getting back cl and el papers =.= what the heck, they are e worst papers i wan to get back cos el once i noe e results, it determines my fate, this means el is e sub i am least confident in, but of course i trust in god that i will do well..

gonna spend some time w him, it has been so long since i had spent time w god personally at home haha, excluding praying..

Sometimes, just kinda seem unable or afraid to talk to some ppl, mayb i feel inferior towards them or i feel they are a nuisance? But no matter what, this must change and it starts now :)
Feelings are evident yet they are deceiving and are subjected to changes over time, here i am in a dilemna unsure of where am i standing.. One followed by another, feelings towards someone is just so unpredictable, yep indeed imo

Cya
Ziyan

Miranda rox! My life!

We won! As expected HAHA! :) Good job miranda! Open house today, turn out that nt many ppl come to our sch, yet i enjoy myself to the max!

Sch cg merchandise- Competition from some class selling the same thing, but we managed to sell all! Imba! Most profitable class? Mayb.. Cost to pay- Energy, Strength, Tired!

Miranda- Simply love dancing now lol! We won! We won w style! Won all competitions since new house com takes over! :) Cost to pay(Same as above)

Damn tired la! Going to half-dead, tmr still gt basketball outing shit haha, i organize somemore
And pw! Doing now, hardly had any sleep, it has been long since i have been sleeping b4 12 and this wk is e last wk of enjoyment man! Gotta die/survive aft this wk, i really dont know. Results are coming but that does not determine e way of my life:) As long as i have god in me, life is great, happy!

My ex-classmates came back! Perform magic LOL! Leave a mark in e sch haha
And, another came back, how i wish we could meet up more often..

PS: Guess i should change in some areas of my life- the way i speak, the way i eat, the way i live my life( one not affected by external surroundings but by the internal element- HS) :)

Cya
Ziyan

Open house is worse than i expected.. having to initiate,plan, do and lead all this by myself and troubling ws so much to do is horrendous.. Both parties suffer yet the satisfaction is unpredictable.

Exam's coming up, results! So many events coming up! Still got PW! Still got Chiang mai! I am about to die la! lol! But it is no doubt that all the while i have been enjoying myself, though my sleeping time is limited, my time w dog is limited too, sorry kobe lol.. Haven got a chance to buy treats for him and the tortoises at my house is really a poor thing. They have no entertainment, no space to move, only eat sleep drink, i really feel that is time to release them into the world of freedom..

K time to do pw
Cya
Ziyan