No one understand nor will they ever

Once upon a time, there was a boy. He led a somewhat lonely yet fun life when he was young. But thats not the point, he feels that he should leave somewhere else, yet at that time no opportunity was there for him to grab. So, years past, he has grown up, now at 17 years of age, suddenly his life is so busy. Not by only studies, but also by the environment hes living in now. All of an instant, there was many friends he make in jc, there was many more times he has been hanging out, in conclusion his life was just so much busier than before. He has never imagined that this will happen in his life. He seems to find staying and living much more fulfiling and meaningful. Yet, it was at this point, that the opportunity he has been waiting for all along dawned back on him. He has a decision to make. The time is now, is not in future in the past, but is now. Within this week, his decision must be made. One firm and definite decision must be passed down. However, he cannot make a decision for the opportunity costs for him now seem to outweight or equal that of those presented by the opportunity. He is in a dilemna. He needs someone to talk to, he needs someone to guide him. He needs a prayer :)

Cya
Ziyan