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Why do i let the faith or confidence to do things sometimes? Thats one big problem that has been existing in my life for donno how many years.... Thats one big boulder that i must start to remove.. i must!

Anw, just looking and observing at the things in life that had happened this term, i realized that many people have changed or mayb is i am more observant this term? haha, out of these people, there are actually two people( not going to say who) really changed my mindset abt them and disappoint me, esp that one. Was planning to elaborate, but i think i shall not, is bad talking abt ppl, moreover we shld nt hate them, still got lots of things to type but i think i shall stop here, time is precious.. priortize is impt, time to finish my workload...

Cya
Ziyan

I just realized two things

1: I lack calmness and confidence

2: I just fell into the life of _________.



Though i admit that is nt true, yet i cant deny that i feel the other way...

Need more faith, more of ur presence lord :)

Time management, Prioritize, Dont be lazy and much more!

Say but no action, whats e pt? These few days have been saying i muz achieve all those above yet my actions yield no result...

Time to start action! Action!

Miss C1, though not very close to them, they are the bros and sis that have been sent to me, hope can hang out more often :)

Never look too much nor think too much

Regret didnt do many things that i have planned today, not studies but things in life, saying that i will change yet unable to do in actions really disappoint myself...

I know is my own choice yet i dare not take e step of faith to do it, god gives me str guide lead me as i am willing in e first place :) I can do it! Authority over e devil, over my mind , order hence function!

Shall start from now on, this time i mean it, never gonna regret one second of my life, time to study time to plan my time well!

On the other hand, while i was walking home today, looking up in e sky, realizing my parents are gone only then i felt the loneliness, the nagging that was once so irritating yet now i so long for, hai...

Also, i just realized in life, we tend to think too much, think we are always correct in our own principles and try to influence other ppl, but the prob is we are not supposed to do that. Only he can influence ppl nt us, wad rights do we have to have authority over god? We do not have, this is one thing i realize yet one thing that many ppl do realize in their life,
ESP non- christians

Longing for someone to understand me and be there for me fully physically yet i know this is almost impossible to happen.. & in a just a few months and i mayb gone as u have directed me to do..

Cya,
Ziyan

Bye mummy papa, god bless

When u r busy, time seem to be running faster than u think, this is indeed true

In just like 3 weeks after my mum and dad decided to go overseas, now here i am and my bro and maid alone for two weeks before my dad come home and 3 months b4 my mum comes home, time past so fast

I hope i can spend more time w my parents, always regret after smth happens haiz...

Mummy daddy, i love u :) hope u like e gifts from me my bro uncle and sj..

Hope when i see u two, u two wuld be christians like me! haha... Mummy is already one, hope she can cont to be more on fire! Daddy, i believe u will too be one day including my bro :) Nth is impossible

K, shall go do my hw now and tests, i have authority hence order k! Svc is great today! We must function at a higher lvl, nth's going to be e same once i wake up tmr. The New has come, The old has gone

Me VS Time

Is just all abt me and time right now, sound stupid but i guess is true for everyone in jc life right now

We are all trying to run agst time to complete all our tasks in life right now, no matter how much time we have we seem to be unable to complete forever...

PMT: Time to study to show and nt just say! AAAAAA Is it possible? Yes it is. Is it possible w/o mugging like a nerd? Yes it is, i believe so w god :)

Time to manage my time, time to assign my tasks, 15 hour rule! Time to go :)

Cards, Study, Bible, Gift, Cca- Never ending

3 more days =(, Everything's gonna change for me yet no one will know and no one will care that much i guess

Is just all btw me and me alone to adapt to this change

Cya
Ziyan

Confidence & Sensitive

Fear is no longer significant in my life, nor should it even exist in my life! Fear brings nth but problems, worries that impede ur life progress towards a better life... Confidence! Is what i strive to achieve! Must start to be confident! Dont fear, dont be shy in doing anything:)

Sensitive- Know when to behave! Dont be sensitive but dont act, it is pointless!


Please bless me in these two aspects of my life :) thanks!

Cya
Ziyan

Time to focus, time to set my mind right, time to study! :) for the right purpose of course

1 wk left =( sian


Cya
Ziyan

Life's gonna be great and fulfilling ltr! :)

Hope everything can be back to the past :) And i know it will, just a matter of time..

Life is all about tests, whether u survive it or fails it all depends on how u perceive it and act according to it


Really feel depressed of what i have done all these timeas a vice-cg rep, useless =( sorry guys, But now all these goin to change, shall start doing smth now, now...

Really clueless about 3 things in life right now- 3 ppl..

Really happy that i was quite good w my chiang mai interview today :)

Life is full of emotions- one day, u can have many emotions, be it negative or positive, but whatever it is, e end of the day, u must always put a strong front- for what u do always affects e ppl ard u, and influences e ppl ard u :)

Of all my frens, u have become the fren whom i am not sure u are close to me or far from me.. Just seem to not understand u totally just after this holiday yet i still thought i have understood u all along..Guess i am wrong for now, you seem to change 360 degrees after the holiday..


Loves Hog! Mong thanks! :) It all matters btw him and me, and nth else :) Wadever ppl think of us doesnt matter for hes e most impt and e one that matters to me most :)

Cya,
Ziyan

I just love my life right now :) Yet theres still many holes that i have yet to fill up in my life, esp my flaws..

Never regret coming back to u! :) 4-D! Nth is impossible w u:) Nth!


New mindset, New goal, New attitude => 12/7/08

Life is a blessing, cherish it

Ppl complains, ppl grumbles, ppl gets angry easily. Some ppl just falls into this category, or most of the people in this world... Just find it stupid that in this world, many of us are wasting our time or our life just like that. Whats the point of being negative? being angry? being so pissed off easily? being so pessimistic?

Why not u be happy? Always optimistic? Be the one who will pass the optimisim,joy to others. Be the one whose actions will calm someone down, will cheer someone up, will heighten their confidence level, be the one!

Both types of life will be using up precious time,days,months,years of ur life, so why not just choose the life which is more worth living for, more meaningful, more joyful?

Inspired by Mandela =)

Faith & The mind of Christ makes everything possible :)

Life is only worth living w u

Thanks for everything! I learn quite a lot abt life today though it took up abt 1 hr of my life haha, i love talking!

Saturday is coming! Woo! Time to have a higher lvl of faith through svc tmr :)

Oh ya! Just now i just experience a scenario that was prophesized by god! cool man!

Ziyan

I am simply going to lose my patience in u, i dont know y, but i just did, somehow trying to get back this patience which i have almost run out of, in u...

I need ur help lord! Thanks :)