Hmmm, have been thinking abt secrets in our class nowadays. Although i promises myself not to , the stupid kaypoh gut in me keep urging me to ask more from my friends, yet i know i shld not. The memories of sec 1 me is comin back.. sian.. muz control... On the other hand i have also been thinking what are secrets really. If secrets are stuff that are meant to be kept from people forever, then y are ppl still telling their own secrets to their close ones. And from the close ones, the secrets of theirs are again told to others. Then how can u consider this a secret anymore? Is more considered as a group secret and no longer ur own secret. Yet again, can people be trusted? How u know that when u tell people ur secrets, they wont exchange it for other secrets ? U nver noe.. i nver know.. onli GOD knows yea.. yep the best is remove e word " Secrets " from the world. Secrets juz bring the bad side of people out most of the time. Displeasure, Dislike, Anger , Sadness, etc, all these feelings will be brought up by juz one little matter in the universe " SECRET" .. Haiz, juz so confused... Y does secrets revolve around everywhere. Go Sec sch got secrets, Go JC got secrets.. just that in Jc, the class tends to be smaller, hence once theres a secret, everyone normally knows but some just do not know it in detailed while others know cleary what is it.
From christian perspective, this shld be a period of time where god is testing me. As he said during QT these few daes, sufferings w come , temptations w come, it all lies in u , whether u are going to see god as the image or the thing that is tempting u as e image. U may enjoy it but is just temporarily. What matters e most is e end in everything. If we can pull through all these temptations , trials , sufferings, we will definitely be able to reach the DOTL yea! It is all worth it. Oh ya, talking abt christianity, i strongly want to write the following down now. Wenjie, so far, please tahan a while , u may think i too spiritual haha. For the past two daes ago on , 16/3/08 and 17/03/08, i received not one but two similiar visions from god! It is a law of double mention as stated by pastor how in HOG church! haha.. e sermon on sat though i didnt hear a lot cos was tired.. sorry lord.. but i did grasp hold of e gist- Vision from god will come to pass, is just whether u want to hold on to it and wait for it and dont give up! Anw, about the two visions, the first was about two cows walking across a place , and all of a sudden, a car juz knocked them, the end was unknown. On the other hand, the second vision was two snakes slithering again across somewhere, and again they were injured but this time by a blade comin across their neck , the end was unknown. These two visions really impacted me and after a while praying and seeking god, i realize that god was telling me that sufferings trials temptations w come, but whether u want to pull through it or just simply submit to it determines e outcome. Hence, the outcome or e ending was unknown in my two visions! How cool is that! It all links! GOD really is great. If mong sy jia winson HOG church people, esp Pastor How!, come into my life this year, i wouldnt have chosen to walk back into this path with god =) .. GOD bless them lord! Is all in ur plan and they are sent by u =) haha.. oh shit is 11 o clock soon.. gotta study econs and muz get totally what this econs demand and supply is talking and followed by QT! Muz study muz manage time! Is amazing how i stop playing that often so far no dota matches in 2 months once i commit to god =) Hope that god w bring those far back to him through any ways be it involving me or anyone and those who do not know him or do not want to convert , esp my friends and my family members , hence they can be SAVED! B4 GT ! IS comin.. and i am hoping theres still enough time to make up what i had wasted in the past 1 year and past ten plus years b4 i know god JESUS =)
Ziyan aka Xavier aka Pufo
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