Yes or No?

Have been busy lately... nt mugging though haha.. juz seemingly in a sec, 4 weeks have passed!! haha .. so fast left onli 7 weeks.. although i have been mugging .. nt as much as i expected.. have been lazy .. sleepy ... distracted .. i just could not concentrate .. however todae i am so called "enlightened" that i should get out of these clutches of "death" and start bucking up and mug till i am satisfied.. haha.. juz hope i can really be at least top 5 in the class.. it may seem impossible as i am competiting with motivated, intelligent classmates.. haha but impossible to me does not exist... i can do it! haha.. juz a moment ago i was sleeping now i feel energetic all over.. to start studying from todae onwards.. i mean really studying... juz tahan for 4 months.. and i can relax and enjoy as carefree as i wan.. not a tinge of stress will be on my mind.. or in my life ! =D haha.. oh ya.. should i actually juz give up the thing that i want or earn for it? or juz solict for it at the end of the dae haha.. hmm.. i think i juz let god decide.. .haha .. is all in ur hands man hahah =D gtg le cyaz! =D

My bad dae

Haiz.. everydae go sch.. no mood to do anythin.. sian.. resulting in a kp charac.. haha.. i mad le.. just hope i can be christ-like like last time.. peace and talking to everyone amicably and not hot-tempered =( haha.. but i gonna set a goal .. frm todae.. god is my idol LOL.. u may find this funny but is true.. follow him to the light haha.. i just wan to be sociable and talking to ppl even if they kp or smth.. i muz control and just go a step ahead to foster this relationship and nt exacerbate the situation.. i muz! no effort no result.. no price no benefit.. i muz! even now ppl nt close to me.. i muz take the initiative... though JY .. now like dun wanna talk to me cos of smth.. i cant just hate him or ignore like he's my enemy for life.. i muz actually buck up and talk to him potray god charac thrugh me .. glorify him.. also talk to ppl politely.. be more approachable.. nth is impossible w god.. salt and the light .. =D i muz ! haha.. just trying to vent out my feelings onto this blog!!! haha.. even if a lot of ppl now nt close w me due to some charac change.. i muz change my charac cos is me at fault and no one else.. christ - like is they key.. god i look up to man! gtg cyaz! oh ya MUZ STUDY OSO NOW LE.. no time to waste.. no even a milli-sec to just let it slip past me.. muz cherish it like gold.. muz turn it to my own benefit =D