"ORD" LO!!!!

Haha, exam's finally over! Took some time to hang out and came home to take a break from studies forever! Time is all i have now, 1 month! B4 i enlist! Must make full use of this 1 month:)

Time to pursue and fight for what i want, srsly, all my life i feel i have not been able to fully express entirely what i want on the outside- fear perhaps? Which i regret. Frens i lost which i regret. All these i realise are all due to no one else's fault but me yup. Kinda regret but at least i realise this ever since i step into mjc? And i realise more after i finish my exam. There's so much things to blog abt that i am not really good at putting into words.

I see how the lives of the ppl ard me are changed esp those once close frens of mine, yet i wonder whether is mine any different from that in the past? I am going to try at least to get out of this stubborn, lazy mindset of mine and jump straight into the life that i want to be able to fully express myself:)

Guess no one understand but only me. Fight for your life, pursue ur dreams. What is it i really want? There's a deep burning desire inside me that is so unlike me on the outside sometimes.

Cya
Ziyan

Exam finished, yet life is not finished. haha, i long for exam to end but to end with a bang. Seems like it isn't. Hope i can turn things ard and have a direction aft exam but apparently i don have haha.

But on the good note, everything is over!!! :) Soon haha. One MCQ! Time to relax and make full use of my time.

Okay, to sum my alvl up, it has not been very easy as i thought. Hopefully my target will still be met:). I know it will. I still believe.

Cya
Ziyan

4 days left! This is the time when i guess people including me start to have thoughts of relaxing a while haha.

I have lagged my study plan yet i feel satisfied. Thats bad.

Anyway, on a sidenote, i guess all the prayers are starting to show. Cool to me eh haha. Gonna have more faith through this time through this life time.

And i want to play l4D!!!! Seriously, cant wait to plae w anyone who wan to plae. I want the excitement, the freedom, the enjoyment of killing zombies! And no more stress. No more! At least for two years. As long as i do what i like, i believe stress is quite minimal compared to now. Even in uni, when people seem to mug at a far worse and alarming rate than jc students, if i pursue what i like, i think it is definitely worth it.

Having said that, i must work hard to enjoy my years ahead! Alvl gao ni le! My career, my destiny, my testimony

Cya
Ziyan

Random: I seriously think environment is going to come out for gp p1 and p2 this year. haha. just a random thought after studying gp.

Cya
Ziyan

No one's online! Wads this haha. Shall stop playing dota from nowon. 9 days left.Fear is finding its master everyday. This is scary. Yet, since we r the masters we should be able to get rid of it right haha.

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Cya
Ziyan