How weird it is that we tend to focus on unnecessary stuff most of the times? Like me, focusing on sleeping playing basketball, fantasy premier league. Is it because we are too bored down by the daily chores of life? I think so. But this is all beyond our control. The bits of things that we can enjoy are only that much. At this young age, many things we have yet to try and are forbid to do. How i wish maturity, freedom is something everyone can have totally. And weighing the consequences of things and sacrifices u nd to make is really tiring
Who knows world is never simple? I know and realize that only when i was j1. B4 that, i could not be bothered abt anything except those typical things a student does. I thought life was that simple. I live as though i am always happy with what i am living for. But now, knowing we had to make hard choices in life, caring for ppl thoughts, the sacrifice u got to make to excel, the temptations you have to force yourself to forsake. There are many other things that exist that make this world so perplexed and complicated. But, they can actually be summarized into one- For ppl. In everything u live for in life is abt ppl- u or others. Seriously. Just that we tend to think too much and go in a wrong direction. Yet, on the contrary, ppl alone have enough problems. In return for pleasing them, you have to make lots of planning to meet their different personalities in one way. Kinda hard yea i know. Thats why during all these times of living, theres risk to take. We got to believe in what we do and take risks. Yes, we do not know the future. And we got to believe what we do in the present are gonna affect e future. Trust and confidence.
BRB now. B4 i go and sleep, soccer news update: Liverpool won!(dirk kuyt score two, damn it, i subst him out two wks ago), chelsea won! and much more. Gonna stop wasting time on soccer. Seem too addictive nowadays haha.
Cya
Ziyan
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Friday, April 24, 2009
This week has been busier than i thought yet i managed to survive. Amazing yea especially when i am sick in my own perspective. Sj may not think so but thats how i am feeling in e past few days. Having to endure with a bad sore throat, flu and discomfort and insufficient sleep, i managed to do all the hw and didnt sleep for the first time at night b4 bedtime haha. I,myself, am surprised too that sometimes, humans can really stretch their potential or limits. We only use 10 percent. If we force ourselves on that mindset and build upon it that everyday, we stretched a bit more. Amazing changes are gonna happen! This can be applied to anyone as long as u r a human :)
Gonna start planning my stuff long term though i am not a very forward looking person. Most probably because i am lazy and satisfied with every moment i am experiencing currently. I take life simple yet i think of silly stuff a lot. Irony huh. I can waste time thinking of soccer or even the dreams i had or even those 'what ifs'. What if we got power just like heroes. I did even try to find one for myself that i think is a power. lol! haha. But thats when i am really very tired and bored. I dont even know why am i doing that at that time. Ppl think too much abt their future but thats not me. My future is uncertain yet certain at time. Another matter of irony huh haha. I wan to be an estate agent in the past or even a basketballer or even a person who just devotes his time to helping people now. But i feel unsure of myself at time most prob because i hate to take risks cos of low experience or confidence. Due to past experience, i dont really feel it is really pleasing to take risks. Mayb i shld employ some strategies. Aft all, in life, u nd a certain guidelines to succeed in everything. Eg in sports, u nd a certain range of techniques to excel.
Maybe strategies are the keys. I haven really tried employing any specific strategies. I shld nxt time ah.
Ok shall stop typing now. Prison break time!
Wait, one thing to ponder: If people say they are your friends in e past, then why arent they talking or even saying a word 'hi' to you when they walk past u? Is this how life is? Or just how singapore is? People are not really sentimental? I dont know. What u think?
Cya
Ziyan
Gonna start planning my stuff long term though i am not a very forward looking person. Most probably because i am lazy and satisfied with every moment i am experiencing currently. I take life simple yet i think of silly stuff a lot. Irony huh. I can waste time thinking of soccer or even the dreams i had or even those 'what ifs'. What if we got power just like heroes. I did even try to find one for myself that i think is a power. lol! haha. But thats when i am really very tired and bored. I dont even know why am i doing that at that time. Ppl think too much abt their future but thats not me. My future is uncertain yet certain at time. Another matter of irony huh haha. I wan to be an estate agent in the past or even a basketballer or even a person who just devotes his time to helping people now. But i feel unsure of myself at time most prob because i hate to take risks cos of low experience or confidence. Due to past experience, i dont really feel it is really pleasing to take risks. Mayb i shld employ some strategies. Aft all, in life, u nd a certain guidelines to succeed in everything. Eg in sports, u nd a certain range of techniques to excel.
Maybe strategies are the keys. I haven really tried employing any specific strategies. I shld nxt time ah.
Ok shall stop typing now. Prison break time!
Wait, one thing to ponder: If people say they are your friends in e past, then why arent they talking or even saying a word 'hi' to you when they walk past u? Is this how life is? Or just how singapore is? People are not really sentimental? I dont know. What u think?
Cya
Ziyan
Monday, April 20, 2009
Studies show we only use 10 percent of our human potential.. hmm.. and at the same time i come across ytd svc that says we shld stretch our limits everyday.
Mayb i shld start doing it. No matter am i sick or not, potential gonna be stretched daily. No giving up. No cannot. No tiring. Time to step up and finish what i started- jc life. I come w one purpose and shld end w one purpose:)
Cya
Ziyan
Mayb i shld start doing it. No matter am i sick or not, potential gonna be stretched daily. No giving up. No cannot. No tiring. Time to step up and finish what i started- jc life. I come w one purpose and shld end w one purpose:)
Cya
Ziyan
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Just read something back long ago abt economic, giving my own personal view on it. U can criticize if u r reading cos i know my econs got a pathetic 13/100! LOL!
Things arent that complicated all the time. Why is people meeting up to come up w measures? Is it necessary? We got to think back all the way on how the economy actually started! What are e loopholes? Will it end up self-destructing itself? Just like how is it now. If yes, we shldnt make e economy as complicated as it seems. Mayb ppl shld just use e same currency all over agn? Like seashells u know haha. There w be no more exchange rate! And even better, trading of goods will no longer need to be worried over external value of the currency. Hmm, ppl will then easily find a job elsewhere in another country.
Back then, keynesians sae abt AE rite. Must it always be e case? Though it seems to be working all the time, is it effective now? Nth is full proof or fully effective. So why not we just go naturally and stop thinking so much of economic stuff. aha. Biased mayb cos i hate econs. But seriously, econs isnt all that complicated if e ppl in e world don think so much. It just cr8 problems that evolves from simple into very very complicated stuff that makes ppl think even more! A circular type of thinking u know. Going round and round for more and more confused and complex thinking.
But still, i am just a 18 year old kid. Who just hates the city type of functioning. Mayb i am unique hahaa. I just longs for the day when i am living in a countryside area, full of scenery, freedom and no stress from the modern forces of this earth :) Most impt, serving god whenever i want!
Cya
Ziyan
Things arent that complicated all the time. Why is people meeting up to come up w measures? Is it necessary? We got to think back all the way on how the economy actually started! What are e loopholes? Will it end up self-destructing itself? Just like how is it now. If yes, we shldnt make e economy as complicated as it seems. Mayb ppl shld just use e same currency all over agn? Like seashells u know haha. There w be no more exchange rate! And even better, trading of goods will no longer need to be worried over external value of the currency. Hmm, ppl will then easily find a job elsewhere in another country.
Back then, keynesians sae abt AE rite. Must it always be e case? Though it seems to be working all the time, is it effective now? Nth is full proof or fully effective. So why not we just go naturally and stop thinking so much of economic stuff. aha. Biased mayb cos i hate econs. But seriously, econs isnt all that complicated if e ppl in e world don think so much. It just cr8 problems that evolves from simple into very very complicated stuff that makes ppl think even more! A circular type of thinking u know. Going round and round for more and more confused and complex thinking.
But still, i am just a 18 year old kid. Who just hates the city type of functioning. Mayb i am unique hahaa. I just longs for the day when i am living in a countryside area, full of scenery, freedom and no stress from the modern forces of this earth :) Most impt, serving god whenever i want!
Cya
Ziyan
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Random
Ziyan wants complete freedom! Miss mo lei tek suddenly haha. Those type of ppl i have known are very different compared to the ppl in sg. Life is different. Though mani ppl have long forgotten times in chiang mai, i still long for the feeling..
Mayb, i am a person who likes helping people? Yet i do not know how to do or do not have the courage to. Mayb one day, i shall committ full time to volunteer! Hmmm then why am i studying now? haha, time shall decides my future.
Cya
Ziyan
Mayb, i am a person who likes helping people? Yet i do not know how to do or do not have the courage to. Mayb one day, i shall committ full time to volunteer! Hmmm then why am i studying now? haha, time shall decides my future.
Cya
Ziyan
Saturday, April 4, 2009
WoW!
Just in two days, a new week is going to start! Tiring yea? i cant adapt to it man haha. Tmr is sch again. two days of proper rest every week is just not enough! How i wish this will end sooner or later. The amt of effort to endure through this is much lesser compared to uni though but the subs i do in uni will at least spur me on to cont since i get to choose my subs:)
On e side note, a thought came to my mind ytd. Often what we do in life, have we ever really thought of whether is it really worth it? We only gt 24 hours a day, yes everyone says that. But do everyone really think since we got little time and we do not know what w happen nxt, why are we not cherishing every moment of our life. Asking ourselves everytime is it worth doing this or that at every moment. Life is precious. Yes, we got to buckle up ourselves for everything in life. Even when i am typing this, i feel i am wasting my time at doing something in life. No one is perfect. Often we make mistakes, we sins, we are guilty. Yet do we ever change or do something about our lives. If not, our route in life is just going to go back to its starting pt everytime just like a lost boy in a jungle. It is ptless. Yet How do u even define wasting ur time? Does playing means wasting ur time? Or does it means otherwise since it helps u to relax and start your day on a better mood and better note. Haha, many kinds of thoughts just come once in a while. This is one of them. But, they are just thoughts right? Do care abt them but don end up being confused by them. Shall stop here. Got to do business, large business haha. Then go sui chiu!!
Cya
Ziyan
On e side note, a thought came to my mind ytd. Often what we do in life, have we ever really thought of whether is it really worth it? We only gt 24 hours a day, yes everyone says that. But do everyone really think since we got little time and we do not know what w happen nxt, why are we not cherishing every moment of our life. Asking ourselves everytime is it worth doing this or that at every moment. Life is precious. Yes, we got to buckle up ourselves for everything in life. Even when i am typing this, i feel i am wasting my time at doing something in life. No one is perfect. Often we make mistakes, we sins, we are guilty. Yet do we ever change or do something about our lives. If not, our route in life is just going to go back to its starting pt everytime just like a lost boy in a jungle. It is ptless. Yet How do u even define wasting ur time? Does playing means wasting ur time? Or does it means otherwise since it helps u to relax and start your day on a better mood and better note. Haha, many kinds of thoughts just come once in a while. This is one of them. But, they are just thoughts right? Do care abt them but don end up being confused by them. Shall stop here. Got to do business, large business haha. Then go sui chiu!!
Cya
Ziyan
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