Just when i thought i can sleep for 8 hours and focus during sch's lessons, i realize i got principal's talk at 7.30 am. How great is that.. Why is mjc principal so dedicated or rather over devoted to making this sch a better place.

Cya
Ziyan

It is just so amazing to witness and realize anything can happen anywhere :)

God's so amazing yea. This year cny really blows my mind off. =)

Nt only in relationships btw my cousins but also the blessings i receive even during the worst recession of 50 years in 2009.

How i wish it culd last longer. Only two days haha. Wednesday is sch. And i have yet to finish my hw and tution hw. After tuesday, there will be almost no time for resting. Chingay, ogl- these two are enough to kill me haha. Nevertheless, i sign up on my own accord cos i enjoy it!

Cya
Ziyan

Happy Cny!

After two days of waiting for cny, the time is here!

woo! Happy cos can socialize and get a break from studying! Nevertheless, spread the joy all over the place! Surely, ppl w feel cny is just to collect ang baos, but i feel it is time to get together and know more about ur cousins and family members and bond w them!

K gtg sleep, is 8 more hours to cny bai nian! And tinking of sch, i still gt chem and tuition el left. Though is not a lot, by the time cny finishes comes chingay and then ogl. There will be no time, less say revision. Gtg start planning my time.

PS: Not everything is as it seems(random thought)

Happy CNY!

Cya
Ziyan

MY BRO INJURED HIS SAME ANKLE TWICE!

Last year on feb 20 he injured his ankle, was on cast.

This year jan 20, he yet again injure his same ankle.

Next year, who knows, dec 20, he may agn injure his ankle! LOL jkjk. Of course no one hopes for this incident to happen thrice

Once bitten twice shy, theres no thrice.. right

Anw, ppl are visiting him from army. Right now while i decided to relax my mind on e com.
I must learn to be friendlier! Went down but didnt say hi. Whats w me. Is it an obligation? no, but it is a courtesy! haha, will change..

Game started!

Cya
Ziyan

The more u wan to achieve smth, the harder it comes. Difficulties w come. U shld rejoice when u face them for it is through them that u wan grow to be what u have always wanted to.

The process or rather the journey is tiring yet the ending is blissful.

I must not commit the same mistake over and over agn otherwise whats e pt of my 09 resolutions? I am never going to achieve it. I must learn to go the extra mile for people regardless of what ppl perceive as. I will still go for i see it as a way of loving ppl.

Was initially writing a whole chunk of stuff. but i think i shld scrap it off. Is not a good idea yea. I will just hope and pray for the best of u. Be loved and start to love=> Key to happiness :)

Cya
Ziyan

After today, i realize i got to trust in people and Him more often. Don think or worry too much

And respect ppl opinions. Give them a chance to talk. Respect them. Rather than keep acting on my own belief and scolding and talking bad things to them.

Nevertheless, i am happy that i learn all these today and also thank god for blessing me w unpredictable good blessing in disguise incidents once in a while. Like today i visit my grandma. and she just give me money for no reason. How unexpected is that. Yet i know the reason behind it.

Thanks lord =)

Cya
Ziyan

When people reject ur sincerity, the best thing to do is to cont doing what u r doing. Don be discouraged :) Though they may not appreciate, at least u know someone appreciates =)

Letting ppl wait in life is equals to putting their importance to ur life as insignificant. So i decided to not be late for today onwards for anything except sch LOL. Since sch is not a person haha.

Got to go mug- alkene, gp skills transfer, phy CE and lastly file my stuff b4 it goes out of hand.

Responsiblity and emotions- 2keys areas i gonna focus on

Cya
Ziyan

I want a new com!!!

This com is killing me. So much free space yet so lag in its processing.

I did everything. This com is still so slow! One match of relaxation cant even be fulfiled. Hai. Shall go study now since theres no time. Shall take my revision as a form of enjoyment then. haha.

Cya
Ziyan

I just suddenly miss my dog.. it is in the past yup i know. Is my choice yup i know. But i had no choice. His happiness is what is impt right? k u guys wont understand i guess

How i wish this word"change" wouldnt be in reality sometimes. Ppl always change, situations always change, environment. At times, u feel u are in the best time of ur life. Nxt moment, it can be ur worst moment. People whom i know are always different from what i perceive them as. When i initially tot they were those caring happy going people, i realize they were not. They are insensitive and unbothered. They just couldnt handle when they insist they can. They assume they are doing e right things when they are not. They want comfort yet they reject it.

On the other hand, w/o change, i will always be in a comfortable zone, no challenges ahead, no progess made. U will just be stagnant. Which is BAD. Ur life will just revolve the same every year. So everything sure has its pros and cons. And i guess is they way we perceive things and live based on our perspective that really determines our happiness, our future, everything.

It is not the things in the world that are in control of ur life. It is u and u alone that is in control of ur life. Get this straight into ur head and start to live,learn and lead. Don wait for things to appear themselves. Cos they never do.

Random: Omg! Chelsea is losing to stoke! 90 min already LOL! Cant believe it! And man u =.= 0-0.... Ronaldo!! pls..

Cya
Ziyan=)

Busy wk. Busy year. One more year

Busy busy busy. To me i am not currently happy w my busy schedule. Why? Cos i am doing things that are depriving me of free time to do things of my desire.

Study- It is the bulk of it..

Eh shit just forgot i am in a game w ws LOL. K gtg cya!

PS: Pls don let the devil deceive u for u are never left out by anyone but always loved by someone :)

Cya
Ziyan

Mentally drenched- on the verge

Tired- one word.

Yet, i have to pull myself tgth and finish what the homework that is awaiting my arrival on the desk upstairs.

Hope everyone isnt like me. Don leave things till e last min. It isnt worth it. Jiayou ppl. All e best esp to 107 ppl! Finish ur hw early!

Cya
Ziyan

Last day of enjoyment. To some last day of rushing their hw.

No matter what, don worry or be stressed for it is not the last day of ur life :)

Excited to go sch tmr, yet tired to go sch haha irony yea.

Feel like talking to someone now, yet too tired mentally to do it. How i wish the amt of work we get in our life is a choice of our own. Or rather what we do in life is a choice of our life. Nvm, all these w end in one year's time for it is e time i can choose what path i wan to take in my life and enjoy it to the fullest

Never am i going to do something i don like in uni.

Life is never comfortable if u nd to make sacrifices. Yet it is this kind of life that makes u cherish life more. ( Read btw e lines for smth haha)

Cya
Ziyan=)

Life is never going to be the same. Yet i am still going to be always happy.

Cos i am always blessed :) in studies, in family, in friendship, in character.

Never will i be the same if i chose to go there this year.

Anw, i gtg grow fat soon! No because i wan but i must! Theres 3 pants i bot last year and i cant wear it now! LOL. And i don wan to get into underweight program for this year.

Sch starting soon. Enjoy ur last moments everyone. Yet on the positive note, prepare to enjoy ur first moments of school!

Cya
Ziyan

Slowly but steady

Is hard to change i know esp when u arent born that way. But no matter what as long as i try, slowly steadily it is coming i know..

In spite of failures, i feel happy today. Felt happy cos i succeeded in doing what i wan to do. Though i wasnt very gd at it, i w improve. Must learn to put others above everything else regardless of what state u r in.

Anw, gtg start my hw soon! It has been 2 months of HOLIDAY, and 1 wk left. What have i done? NTHING! lol! At least i pack my rm. Everything is in place.

Tmr gtg start. No delay. Last weekend of playing. Last day of playing! Yet on the irony, i am going to watch seven pounds tmr! With my mum.

But everyone nd to relax. Arent they? Just that i think i have been relaxing too much. but who cares. Is the holiday babies! We gonna relax to the hell max b4 we start our official studying period full of stress,challenges and difficulties.

Be prepared. Step up. Step in. Take charge. Make decisions. Make things happen.

One word=> Initiative! :) My additional 09 resolution

Cya
Ziyan

Great 2009 to start with!

I just drop a tooth! A size of 1/4 of a peanut! So small! LOL! I was eating and eating then aft dinner, EH! Why the back of mouth feels so pain. Luckily i didnt go bbq, otherwise the blood will drip on the charcoals LOL!

Chingay trng was great! And walkingw my dog was great! Busy time! haha, though i am not doing my hw yet. Cant imagine how i have been procrastinating. Gtg start tmr. But hey wait, tmr is sunday and i gtg find my aus frens in sg! LOL. Thinking abt that DL outg, kinda regretted nt to go but no choice gtg fetch my dad who just came back. Donno when will we have our nxt Dl outing. It was fun with all of them coming back tgth just for this outg :) Once in a while and is a success

Sidetrack, i just realize being what i should be is not of my choice but is a must. Do what i wan and do wad i must is a diff yet only when i get that both comes together as one then i can achieve what is supposed of me to do in life. haha. Sounds complicated. yea. But i just love 09! Everything unexpected, challenging is awaiting me. Sounds exciting and i hope it will be this way.

Lets see how people reacts to diff challenges along the way in this year 09. A's, post A's, Pre A's, bloc tests and prelim and much more. Surely there will be people who will be stressed out of their minds. Yet it is useless to be that way yea. Be the one that stand out. The one that is positive, full of confidence regardless of what happen cos i know what is the outcome already anyway. Isnt that right? :)

Nevertheless, Actions speak louder than words.

Cya
Ziyan

3 Things to start off w 09

1: Plan ahead
2: Focus on the things i plan ahead
3: Loving,compassionate,faith in god through actions(Don compare&care too much abt e outlook)

Up on the list to do stuff on 09

1) Chem tys
2) Chem revision
3) Chem tutorial
4)Math tys
5)Econs revision
6)Math revision
7)Physics mcq
8)Physics revision
9)Cut hair
10)Finish puzzle
11)Gp daily!
12)Gp hw
13)Finish two books( 4-D & Anthony robbins)

Thats all i guess for the impt compulsory stuff haha. Happy new year guys! Ok belated happy new year guys!

People even the closest ones arent always what u though they are. In reality, face to face, they may be ppl u find them the best to be with. Yet in reality, communication via technology, they seem to be totally different persons. Again, in reality, when they arent with u, they seem entirely hypocritical.

Whatever it is, i have only found one friend whom i love to be with u and that is in deu 6:5=> Love the god with all ur soul, str and heart.

Cya
Ziyan