It is weird whenever i think of why isn't our life always planned and guided by someone yet again it is always frustrating for people to do things their way in our life. Ironic ah? I just think that sometimes we tend not to fight for the things that we yearn for the most yet we hope that it will come our way naturally. Lazy human beings we are or i am haha.

On the other hand, to say that having a religion or relationship, we will actually know whats our end goal will be yet in life on earth, there are so many things that we want to yearn for in spite of knowing what is the end goal that is in front of us. Isn't life supposed to be full of freedom? Or should it be planned accordingly as it is stated in the bible that we serve the one and the only one?

It is how amazing that i think of such stuff once in a while yet such thoughts are of little significance or relevance to what we are doing every day. We think and live our lives differently at times or perhaps for now.

Got to settle matters but i am just too lazy. Feeling i am back into my old days but a little better haha.

Prom
Hanging out with frens
Bday
Christmas
Exercise commitment
God
Work

Most of these seem to be the typical usual stuff that teenagers are doing right now. Yet i somehow feel thats not what i like to do. I find myself loving to travel and exploring the different parts of the world ever since i went chiang mai. I want to venture out of this little dot in the world map to some place that is exotic, unique from the typical city area that we are so exposed to in singapore.

All these seem impossible but maybe possible if i fight for it. isn't it? It is rather obviously actually right? haha. But it is easier said than done. so many obstacles- mental physical emotional spiritual

Cya
Ziyan