Haha, exam's finally over! Took some time to hang out and came home to take a break from studies forever! Time is all i have now, 1 month! B4 i enlist! Must make full use of this 1 month:)
Time to pursue and fight for what i want, srsly, all my life i feel i have not been able to fully express entirely what i want on the outside- fear perhaps? Which i regret. Frens i lost which i regret. All these i realise are all due to no one else's fault but me yup. Kinda regret but at least i realise this ever since i step into mjc? And i realise more after i finish my exam. There's so much things to blog abt that i am not really good at putting into words.
I see how the lives of the ppl ard me are changed esp those once close frens of mine, yet i wonder whether is mine any different from that in the past? I am going to try at least to get out of this stubborn, lazy mindset of mine and jump straight into the life that i want to be able to fully express myself:)
Guess no one understand but only me. Fight for your life, pursue ur dreams. What is it i really want? There's a deep burning desire inside me that is so unlike me on the outside sometimes.
Cya
Ziyan
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