What if

Have you ever wondered what will you do 20 years down the road? Which friends will still be with you then?

Okay, not so far fetched, what about 10 years down the road? What is your future route gonna be like?

Or even closer, what will you do after your Alvls?

Have you ever wondered? I did though, and i fear at the sight of it. Mayb it is cos i hate the feelings of deciding and planning your future route in life where no one will provide for you. In schools, the system is built in a way that you will naturally get educated and make friends and ...
But after JC life, i cant imagine how am i going to be so independent. Or rather will i still have the friends i am having now? Or will i be mixing with another whole new bunch of people? How will my working life be like? How is it that i am going to survive on myself when i am old enough to live alone? So many questions. No answers

Seems like what i read two days ago really makes sense in Dailybread. Often, we are anxious and scared of what our future will be. And this is inevitable and luckily normal. But personally, knowing god's there and before me. the head and nt the tail is comforting. I need faith and trust him. I need.

Random thought: How does chicken lay eggs everyday when it is enclosed in a cage by itself? How to mate? LOL

2nd Random thought: Why is a goft competition cancelled but not a soccer match? Don't lightning strike everywhere, be it in a goft course or soccer field?

Hmmmm, i wish someone can be there whenever i have smth to talk abt.

That someone is still someone. Some friends are there for you but i find it hard to talk to them at times. I can't be my normal self except with someone. Secret! haha. But that someone is a fren of course. Don think too much haha