How weird it is that we tend to focus on unnecessary stuff most of the times? Like me, focusing on sleeping playing basketball, fantasy premier league. Is it because we are too bored down by the daily chores of life? I think so. But this is all beyond our control. The bits of things that we can enjoy are only that much. At this young age, many things we have yet to try and are forbid to do. How i wish maturity, freedom is something everyone can have totally. And weighing the consequences of things and sacrifices u nd to make is really tiring

Who knows world is never simple? I know and realize that only when i was j1. B4 that, i could not be bothered abt anything except those typical things a student does. I thought life was that simple. I live as though i am always happy with what i am living for. But now, knowing we had to make hard choices in life, caring for ppl thoughts, the sacrifice u got to make to excel, the temptations you have to force yourself to forsake. There are many other things that exist that make this world so perplexed and complicated. But, they can actually be summarized into one- For ppl. In everything u live for in life is abt ppl- u or others. Seriously. Just that we tend to think too much and go in a wrong direction. Yet, on the contrary, ppl alone have enough problems. In return for pleasing them, you have to make lots of planning to meet their different personalities in one way. Kinda hard yea i know. Thats why during all these times of living, theres risk to take. We got to believe in what we do and take risks. Yes, we do not know the future. And we got to believe what we do in the present are gonna affect e future. Trust and confidence.

BRB now. B4 i go and sleep, soccer news update: Liverpool won!(dirk kuyt score two, damn it, i subst him out two wks ago), chelsea won! and much more. Gonna stop wasting time on soccer. Seem too addictive nowadays haha.

Cya
Ziyan