Pass GP & CL!!

Finally the worst paper is over, and luckily i pass phew 52.5/100 lol, though is bad but at least i improve :) Cl 45/100 but nvm la, i pass

K now in sch doing pw gtg,wx is coming

Cya
Ziyan

Finally have some sleep today- too much sleep lol, am still tired though a bit tired..

Blogspot sux la, cant seem to find any link to be able to email to the support abt mjc shooting blog. To those who dont know, it got accidentally deleted and i just cant seem to retrieve it or even inform the support to retrieve it..

K my jole cole just scored and i didnt put him in my FPL shit, i tot he was injured? K time to do pw, and sleep, tmr results are inevident to avoid yet the only thing i can do is to prepare myself for the worse

Cya
Ziyan

Busy tired!

Been out whole day, didnt expect that haha, came back home, spent time w dog, and now finally got some time to rest and now is 12am.. Tired jc life is tiring, maybe is cos of the studies, e fun that it contains that surpass what i have in sec sch..

Church tmr yup, and morning injection, busy agn, no time to sleep no time to relax :(

And just realize monday is getting back cl and el papers =.= what the heck, they are e worst papers i wan to get back cos el once i noe e results, it determines my fate, this means el is e sub i am least confident in, but of course i trust in god that i will do well..

gonna spend some time w him, it has been so long since i had spent time w god personally at home haha, excluding praying..

Sometimes, just kinda seem unable or afraid to talk to some ppl, mayb i feel inferior towards them or i feel they are a nuisance? But no matter what, this must change and it starts now :)
Feelings are evident yet they are deceiving and are subjected to changes over time, here i am in a dilemna unsure of where am i standing.. One followed by another, feelings towards someone is just so unpredictable, yep indeed imo

Cya
Ziyan

Miranda rox! My life!

We won! As expected HAHA! :) Good job miranda! Open house today, turn out that nt many ppl come to our sch, yet i enjoy myself to the max!

Sch cg merchandise- Competition from some class selling the same thing, but we managed to sell all! Imba! Most profitable class? Mayb.. Cost to pay- Energy, Strength, Tired!

Miranda- Simply love dancing now lol! We won! We won w style! Won all competitions since new house com takes over! :) Cost to pay(Same as above)

Damn tired la! Going to half-dead, tmr still gt basketball outing shit haha, i organize somemore
And pw! Doing now, hardly had any sleep, it has been long since i have been sleeping b4 12 and this wk is e last wk of enjoyment man! Gotta die/survive aft this wk, i really dont know. Results are coming but that does not determine e way of my life:) As long as i have god in me, life is great, happy!

My ex-classmates came back! Perform magic LOL! Leave a mark in e sch haha
And, another came back, how i wish we could meet up more often..

PS: Guess i should change in some areas of my life- the way i speak, the way i eat, the way i live my life( one not affected by external surroundings but by the internal element- HS) :)

Cya
Ziyan

Open house is worse than i expected.. having to initiate,plan, do and lead all this by myself and troubling ws so much to do is horrendous.. Both parties suffer yet the satisfaction is unpredictable.

Exam's coming up, results! So many events coming up! Still got PW! Still got Chiang mai! I am about to die la! lol! But it is no doubt that all the while i have been enjoying myself, though my sleeping time is limited, my time w dog is limited too, sorry kobe lol.. Haven got a chance to buy treats for him and the tortoises at my house is really a poor thing. They have no entertainment, no space to move, only eat sleep drink, i really feel that is time to release them into the world of freedom..

K time to do pw
Cya
Ziyan

Post-exam is great! Tiring but great! At least less tiring, stressful and much more fun than exam

But the thought of pw, open house, dance makes me sian lol, mayb cos i am already prepared to not go school, prepared to have the holiday fever, do whatever i want, here i am 1 am still awake, unusual of me..

Today board 81, 20 mins of waiting though seems a bit frustrating to mani ppl, to me it was kinda worth it lol... i observe quite a lot things today,

1- Sometimes, ppl like to act cool, stare at u with those kind of look that they are bigger than u, yet they are actually just much younger than u, sec 2?

2- Ppl like the girl i met today, vent their anger over the phone on innocent parties, unable to handle the stress they are coping now with.

3- Ppl so poor yet they try to act pai kia, neglecting their studies, throwing away their future.

4- Ppl like to act pai kia to stand out from the others when they cant even do it at all, what for giving that "cool" look when smiling makes the world go round!

5- I m not sure about this, but ppl seem to like vent their wadever problems on eating.. eat eat eat, till to the extent that i have nothing to say

6- Ppl makes mistakes yet afraid to admit it, end up scolding the innocent party who is oblivious of anything.

7- Ppl are decisive inside yet indecisive on the outside, why? Lack of confidence they make the correct choice to satisfy everyone, lack of courage to speak out.

8- Ppl are never sure of their feelings, thoughts, when something happens more than once.

9- Ppl are always lying. In others, say but no action. Or what i call, Tell but didnt Show. I am included in this category, trying to change haha..

10- Ppl are guilty of their actions, yet by putting their pride away makes them unwilling though able to admit. They always know when to apologize but are unwilling to do it.

11- Ppl tend not to know when to behave. I believe this applies to everyone. We are sensitive but just that we are either too sensitive to the wrong issues or too insensitive to the correct issues at times.

K, time to sleep, and find my psp charger, otherwise tmr no entertainment lol

Cya
Ziyan

Things to do- Cherish this moment

- Class T

- Class outing

- Get injection

- Go swimming

- Go basketball

- Go watch eagleeye

- Go church&Invite ppl to church

- Watch planetearth

- Do pw photoshop stuff

- Learn sony vegas

- Spend time w god

Yet, at times, i felt lazy to do all these only to regret at the very end
And sometimes, i do not know what is wrong with me, some words i sae seem to be insulting to others unintentionally, sorry if i did but thats me, change takes a long period of time to occur so give me some time

Cya
Ziyan