Switched to journal:)
Thought=> Act=> Habit=> Charac=> Destiny
If i wan to achieve smth once unthinkable, i got to start doing things i have never tried before.
Cya
Ziyan
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
These 2 days have been slack so far, but it is good to have such days where you can reflect your life and have a vision of what u want to achieve.
Then start planning. This is also easy. The worst part is the execution. Tell u man, i am so called a failure in doing things i plan, even till now(don't mention exams). Got to better wake up and nail these two years deep down with good memories.
I cant waste it. 19 days have passed and i have yet to do something significant or rather achieved.
70kg, driving license, makeover, and much more, what's to come is so amazing everytime i think but what's to be achieved is so uncertain. Execution requires determination and i need that badly.
Friends are bound to come and go, but i am so thankful my friend is just an arm length beside me :)
Cya
Ziyan
Then start planning. This is also easy. The worst part is the execution. Tell u man, i am so called a failure in doing things i plan, even till now(don't mention exams). Got to better wake up and nail these two years deep down with good memories.
I cant waste it. 19 days have passed and i have yet to do something significant or rather achieved.
70kg, driving license, makeover, and much more, what's to come is so amazing everytime i think but what's to be achieved is so uncertain. Execution requires determination and i need that badly.
Friends are bound to come and go, but i am so thankful my friend is just an arm length beside me :)
Cya
Ziyan
Friday, January 15, 2010
Army is over! The toughest part and funniest part i suppose :) Pesc E is sure a blessing yet a boredom at times.
Many stories esp nighttimes when i have problems coping. It is sure a miracle i manage to sleep through.
Shall talk more tmr. Planning shld start now since the slackiest two years are on its way in my life now.
Cya
Ziyan
Many stories esp nighttimes when i have problems coping. It is sure a miracle i manage to sleep through.
Shall talk more tmr. Planning shld start now since the slackiest two years are on its way in my life now.
Cya
Ziyan
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Read sj blog, and decided to do e test. Lets see how true haha, u decide.
Your Existing Situation
1)Desires to be respected by others in order to gain their trust and support for his own personal gain.
Your Stress Sources
2)"Unfulfilled hopes have left him feeling uncertain and even a little fearful about the future. Needs to feel secure and avoid further disappointment; fears he will be looked over, lose his position, or lose respect. Has little hope that things will get better in time and his negative attitude leads him to place impossible demands on others or to compromise or bargain."
Your Restrained Characteristics
3)"Tries to participate and involve himself in things going on around him; however, avoids conflict and arguments to reduce stress and tension."
"Emotionally withdrawn, feels forced to make compromises which makes emotional attachments difficult."
"Feels he is not receiving his fair share and is unable to rely on anyone for support or sympathy. He keeps his emotions bottled up, leaving him quick to take offense to small things. He tries to make the best of his situation."
"Emotionally withdrawn, feels forced to make compromises which makes emotional attachments difficult."
Your Desired Objective
4)"Is driven toward things that appeal to the senses, are rich, intense, and luxurious
Your Actual Problem
5)"Is disappointed and let down, feels there is no point in making new goals as they will leave him feeling the same way. Looking for friendly, pleasant relationships with others, who will further develop his intellect. He needs to escape into an environment which is stable and secure and will allow him to relax and feel more at peace."
LOL! okay i dono how true is this, but i am definitely not the right person. Perhaps choosing colours is not my type?
Conclusion: Applicable to sj perhaps because she's more decisive. I am not that but trying to. But whatever it is, the results are almost the opposite of me in many occasions. Kina funny.
Last post b4 army. Botak :) i am loving it haha. Accompanied w lenses will be even better? haha
Yea, know someone in army in advance of tmr camp named danny. Too bad xiong xiong cmpb freak!
Cya
Ziyan
Your Existing Situation
1)Desires to be respected by others in order to gain their trust and support for his own personal gain.
Your Stress Sources
2)"Unfulfilled hopes have left him feeling uncertain and even a little fearful about the future. Needs to feel secure and avoid further disappointment; fears he will be looked over, lose his position, or lose respect. Has little hope that things will get better in time and his negative attitude leads him to place impossible demands on others or to compromise or bargain."
Your Restrained Characteristics
3)"Tries to participate and involve himself in things going on around him; however, avoids conflict and arguments to reduce stress and tension."
"Emotionally withdrawn, feels forced to make compromises which makes emotional attachments difficult."
"Feels he is not receiving his fair share and is unable to rely on anyone for support or sympathy. He keeps his emotions bottled up, leaving him quick to take offense to small things. He tries to make the best of his situation."
"Emotionally withdrawn, feels forced to make compromises which makes emotional attachments difficult."
Your Desired Objective
4)"Is driven toward things that appeal to the senses, are rich, intense, and luxurious
Your Actual Problem
5)"Is disappointed and let down, feels there is no point in making new goals as they will leave him feeling the same way. Looking for friendly, pleasant relationships with others, who will further develop his intellect. He needs to escape into an environment which is stable and secure and will allow him to relax and feel more at peace."
LOL! okay i dono how true is this, but i am definitely not the right person. Perhaps choosing colours is not my type?
Conclusion: Applicable to sj perhaps because she's more decisive. I am not that but trying to. But whatever it is, the results are almost the opposite of me in many occasions. Kina funny.
Last post b4 army. Botak :) i am loving it haha. Accompanied w lenses will be even better? haha
Yea, know someone in army in advance of tmr camp named danny. Too bad xiong xiong cmpb freak!
Cya
Ziyan
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Back in sg! The feeling of happiness has not really sunk in yet. Perhaps it is because i am going to army on 11 jan haha. That's good and bad. Social wise :). But it takes more effort to fight for yourself now than the past.
And i am hoping to wear contact someday, don't know if anyone will care, but i wan to exp haha. So is my character, moulding to someone better, less self conscious. Hard though haa
Anyway, just a random thought. When u sae smth hurtful or unpleasant to one's ears, do they always react nastily to you for the time being even if what you've done was unintentional? Personally, i think they will. Thats what human beings are flawed:) like what xl says haha.
Frens shld no longer be bound to a certain group of people.
Random thought, cos most often than not, time does the most dmg to friendships.
Cya
Ziyan
And i am hoping to wear contact someday, don't know if anyone will care, but i wan to exp haha. So is my character, moulding to someone better, less self conscious. Hard though haa
Anyway, just a random thought. When u sae smth hurtful or unpleasant to one's ears, do they always react nastily to you for the time being even if what you've done was unintentional? Personally, i think they will. Thats what human beings are flawed:) like what xl says haha.
Frens shld no longer be bound to a certain group of people.
Random thought, cos most often than not, time does the most dmg to friendships.
Cya
Ziyan
Am going to board the plane soon and be in singapore in about 1030pm. Srsly, i don't know what am i going to do or start in this year 2010 in sg aft i am back. So empty, so directionless...
Lost touch with the outside world, kinda a weird feeling to have
Seeing how ppl are enjoying themselves has seemed to make me tell myself to move on now
Cya
Ziyan
Lost touch with the outside world, kinda a weird feeling to have
Seeing how ppl are enjoying themselves has seemed to make me tell myself to move on now
Cya
Ziyan
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Sometimes, or rather recently, i began to ponder abt my life, what i really want to become in this current year 2010. Though i am in overseas now, i tend to think more haha.
I have decided on several things but it is kinda hard. Make decisions and stick with it even if it turns out bad. Learn from it and don repeat in future. That's just some. And i keep thinking of some relationship things hahah, dono why.
Some things just pop into my head and i try to brush it aside. It is so hard to stop imagining this kind of things when they are things that god creates so amazingly that it is so deep inside u and you cant remove it no matter how hard you try.
Think gonna make ppl surprised someday when we catch up:)
Hope that god will bless my prayers haha. Read someone's blog and this feeling just came back. Stupid
Cya
Ziyan
I have decided on several things but it is kinda hard. Make decisions and stick with it even if it turns out bad. Learn from it and don repeat in future. That's just some. And i keep thinking of some relationship things hahah, dono why.
Some things just pop into my head and i try to brush it aside. It is so hard to stop imagining this kind of things when they are things that god creates so amazingly that it is so deep inside u and you cant remove it no matter how hard you try.
Think gonna make ppl surprised someday when we catch up:)
Hope that god will bless my prayers haha. Read someone's blog and this feeling just came back. Stupid
Cya
Ziyan
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Taiwan 3rd day
It sure feels weird not having my frens my country feeling in tw haha.
And it is even weird when i receive no sms or unable to reply them.
Just fortunate to be able to have wireless internet and view some ppl's blogs abt 2010. Seems like not a lot of people are too optimistic of 2010 but they are already moving on with life already. Thats kinda great i suppose esp for the girls when the guys are missing haha
Okay, shall start to approach the staff tmr. Cannot be shy! hahah. And cannot be so frugal but not so gullible
Yes sat back at night. Hope can meet up w some close frens on sun. But dono whether they will be free. Shall see how :). Ask me out! haha
Cya
Ziyan
And it is even weird when i receive no sms or unable to reply them.
Just fortunate to be able to have wireless internet and view some ppl's blogs abt 2010. Seems like not a lot of people are too optimistic of 2010 but they are already moving on with life already. Thats kinda great i suppose esp for the girls when the guys are missing haha
Okay, shall start to approach the staff tmr. Cannot be shy! hahah. And cannot be so frugal but not so gullible
Yes sat back at night. Hope can meet up w some close frens on sun. But dono whether they will be free. Shall see how :). Ask me out! haha
Cya
Ziyan
Sunday, January 3, 2010
In taiwan now! Miss sg! yup :(.
Hl and Ws take care k! Know u gg in less than 12 hours. Take care! And bon voyage for two wks :)
Taiwan is a place which is really unique in its own sense
And i realise sgeans have got a lot of pride in them even the beggars. In tw, people are just wild, they do anything and don care how ppl look at them. Hmmm, yup yup my own inference
Hope that friendship will last. Very worried ya. Esp S,S.
2010 will be a yr where i try new things. So far i have done two new things: Try new york! plus Tw! And many more :)
Must learn to keep myself under pressure, make rational decisions if not i will simply blow everything up esp in my family
Cya
Ziyan
Hl and Ws take care k! Know u gg in less than 12 hours. Take care! And bon voyage for two wks :)
Taiwan is a place which is really unique in its own sense
And i realise sgeans have got a lot of pride in them even the beggars. In tw, people are just wild, they do anything and don care how ppl look at them. Hmmm, yup yup my own inference
Hope that friendship will last. Very worried ya. Esp S,S.
2010 will be a yr where i try new things. So far i have done two new things: Try new york! plus Tw! And many more :)
Must learn to keep myself under pressure, make rational decisions if not i will simply blow everything up esp in my family
Cya
Ziyan
Saturday, January 2, 2010
12 more hours! Last post in singapore before 7 days and i am back. Ah ma bday party has been awesome except for one part. Hope the matter will be settled soon before we fly:)
Thanks sze how for the card and shermine for the card today. Appreciate it really. Hope to keep in contact w u guys like what everyone is saying right now. But i mean it. It was really quite sad when i say farewell to shermine today. haha. I hope more time could be spent but thats life.
Dota match! :) Lost though, hmmm mayb i shld play one more haha!
Okay, miss my class esp some of them which i think they know who are they
Bon voyage to myself ziyan! and my family!
Cya
Ziyan
Thanks sze how for the card and shermine for the card today. Appreciate it really. Hope to keep in contact w u guys like what everyone is saying right now. But i mean it. It was really quite sad when i say farewell to shermine today. haha. I hope more time could be spent but thats life.
Dota match! :) Lost though, hmmm mayb i shld play one more haha!
Okay, miss my class esp some of them which i think they know who are they
Bon voyage to myself ziyan! and my family!
Cya
Ziyan
Thursday, December 31, 2009
2010!!!! 2-0-1-0! A great year to start the year with god :) First time plus family! God family and I! How great is that? haha. Fun spending such time, quite inspiring, quite emo haha!
But like what my fren say on msn, we must be happy this year! Not moan over the past or whatever sad things. Yes they w still come, but we can look at it in a different perspective! Decided to stay faith filled and do things that way.
People may still be the same, ignore me or whatsoever but i am going to look at it in a positive note. This is to nurture me into a person who is even more loving when people are even more less loving. haha
Time to please God in 2010! :))):)):)) & Start my resolution rolling
Cya
Ziyan
But like what my fren say on msn, we must be happy this year! Not moan over the past or whatever sad things. Yes they w still come, but we can look at it in a different perspective! Decided to stay faith filled and do things that way.
People may still be the same, ignore me or whatsoever but i am going to look at it in a positive note. This is to nurture me into a person who is even more loving when people are even more less loving. haha
Time to please God in 2010! :))):)):)) & Start my resolution rolling
Cya
Ziyan
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
This year can be said to be a blast in its own unique ways in my life. People whom i have never known deeply have become quite significant in my life for this year and i am grateful for that. Frens, sisters, brothers- these people are what make my life so unforgettable in the midst of As this year.
Sadly but true, we never know whether we will be in contact again but this journey that is imprinted in my life will never fade. When i look back and share with my younger generations or my future frens these moments, it is definitely something to be joyful of.
I thank god for such a church that never forsakes even when i was down and never give much passion for serving god.
So is my sisters in christ- Sy Jia & Xue Li. These people are definitely god blessing of encouragement in all aspects of my life esp x haha. Thank you for that though i know just a thank you is not enough. If you are reading this blog, please keep in contact w me k! Time is definitely not enough after this sat, but i believe a true friendship can never fade away over time. Obstacles are bound to come but it is only when they come that a friendship tightens:)
So is my brothers :)- Wen Jie & Wei Sheng & Winson & Hong liang & Peter. Though some may only be close for this moment after Alvl while some may only be close at certain periods of time, i am grateful for them in my life these 2 yrs :). I hope that just like how i feel, they also feel and will continue this friendship thrugh the nxt 10 yrs haha or 20 or 30. Weisheng,6 yrs fren haha. It will be weird not having you as the same "class" anymore in army. Whenever i look at my own class for these 6 yrs, there is weisheng! haha! Still in class w me wondering why are we so lucky to be in e same class. Even our results are almost identical sometimes haha. Miss u bro if you r reading.
My church frens too and many more- This year is something to be remembered b4 we go to a whole new stage of our life.Thanks guys for being there:)
Sounds like some speech for getting an award ? hahah. And truly speaking, as i enter 2010, i am prepared for many people ard me to change for the better & for the worse. Some may even be totally different from what they are now and i can already see some change in them even b4 enlistment or b4 uni. Mayb thats them when there is no more school. Thats them when life kicks in and studies kicks out. I am also ready to change- smth i long for. A change where people will look and say WOW! Cos they wont believe what i have been doing. haha. Smth that will give ppl a scare but in a good way of course!
Thanks everyone and 107 , Chingay, Chiang Mai, Hog church, and my family! Learn to cherish them more from 2010 onwards. Though i always say i will, i seem to potray a different image and thats bad. esp to my family.
2010's gonna be great. Eh nono, it's gonna be magnificent :) God's gonna rock the world. And i am going to be e platform!
Cya Guys for 2009. A year where everyone will never forget for now. A year where friends are made for life and friends are lost for life(*Cross Fingers)
God bless you all haha. Seem like i am talking to myself but who cares? I just love it that way :)
2009 will end with a celebration which is once in a lifetime! Cos i don think i have ever celebrated that way b4! haha!
Cya
Ziyan
Sadly but true, we never know whether we will be in contact again but this journey that is imprinted in my life will never fade. When i look back and share with my younger generations or my future frens these moments, it is definitely something to be joyful of.
I thank god for such a church that never forsakes even when i was down and never give much passion for serving god.
So is my sisters in christ- Sy Jia & Xue Li. These people are definitely god blessing of encouragement in all aspects of my life esp x haha. Thank you for that though i know just a thank you is not enough. If you are reading this blog, please keep in contact w me k! Time is definitely not enough after this sat, but i believe a true friendship can never fade away over time. Obstacles are bound to come but it is only when they come that a friendship tightens:)
So is my brothers :)- Wen Jie & Wei Sheng & Winson & Hong liang & Peter. Though some may only be close for this moment after Alvl while some may only be close at certain periods of time, i am grateful for them in my life these 2 yrs :). I hope that just like how i feel, they also feel and will continue this friendship thrugh the nxt 10 yrs haha or 20 or 30. Weisheng,6 yrs fren haha. It will be weird not having you as the same "class" anymore in army. Whenever i look at my own class for these 6 yrs, there is weisheng! haha! Still in class w me wondering why are we so lucky to be in e same class. Even our results are almost identical sometimes haha. Miss u bro if you r reading.
My church frens too and many more- This year is something to be remembered b4 we go to a whole new stage of our life.Thanks guys for being there:)
Sounds like some speech for getting an award ? hahah. And truly speaking, as i enter 2010, i am prepared for many people ard me to change for the better & for the worse. Some may even be totally different from what they are now and i can already see some change in them even b4 enlistment or b4 uni. Mayb thats them when there is no more school. Thats them when life kicks in and studies kicks out. I am also ready to change- smth i long for. A change where people will look and say WOW! Cos they wont believe what i have been doing. haha. Smth that will give ppl a scare but in a good way of course!
Thanks everyone and 107 , Chingay, Chiang Mai, Hog church, and my family! Learn to cherish them more from 2010 onwards. Though i always say i will, i seem to potray a different image and thats bad. esp to my family.
2010's gonna be great. Eh nono, it's gonna be magnificent :) God's gonna rock the world. And i am going to be e platform!
Cya Guys for 2009. A year where everyone will never forget for now. A year where friends are made for life and friends are lost for life(*Cross Fingers)
God bless you all haha. Seem like i am talking to myself but who cares? I just love it that way :)
2009 will end with a celebration which is once in a lifetime! Cos i don think i have ever celebrated that way b4! haha!
Cya
Ziyan
It is 2.17 am now and this is 31st december. Time passes fast and it dawns on me suddenly that this year is coming to an end.
Shall post one long long blog tmr and it will sum up 2009:) Okay it is 2.18 am haha! This year has not started off with a bang but lets hope it will end off w a bang :)
True frens are those that will stick to you during tough times. Till now, truly speaking, i don't know who are my true friends. Not that there's tough times in my life but some friends who seem not close tend to be the ones close to you during these times. And she, who seem like a close fren, is actually isnt one.
Cya
Ziyan
Shall post one long long blog tmr and it will sum up 2009:) Okay it is 2.18 am haha! This year has not started off with a bang but lets hope it will end off w a bang :)
True frens are those that will stick to you during tough times. Till now, truly speaking, i don't know who are my true friends. Not that there's tough times in my life but some friends who seem not close tend to be the ones close to you during these times. And she, who seem like a close fren, is actually isnt one.
Cya
Ziyan
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
How i feel
All my life, things have been going smoothly, ordinary, like all my frens have been experiencing. However, i feel something is missing personally in my life, something that will make my life fulfiling. I don know what this thing is, perhaps it is trying smth out of my mind(2010 resolution) or growing spiritually or stepping out of my comfort zone to changing myself to a better person imo.
I don't know if anyone has experienced this but i feel a kind of boredom in me even if i am preoccupied with things to do. It is such boredom that always draws me back to thinking what am i going to fulfil the next few years. Am i supposed to look at others' life and envy them? No right. Life should not be compared to another's life but should be drawn upon what you have been doing. I guess i have to figure this out soon b4 army kicks in and things start to go way much messier.
Time to plan. Time to step up onto another level of achievement:) Sec4 to J1 has been one major change in me but that is only the start. I still got much to learn and much to change. Cant imagine how life would be 10 years down the road and i look back and see what i have achieved so far. Who knows? My life may be reflected in the media 10 years down the road HAHA!
Think big, nono, Think bigger, nono, Think bigggggger!
Do big, nono, Do biggger, nono, Do biggggger!
Okay i am going crazy. Shld finish up something soon or else i am so dead. Don't even know does she care abt all these things when she appears so unbothered at all. Hmmm, then why am i doing such stuff for her. Kinda dumb.
Cya
Ziyan
I don't know if anyone has experienced this but i feel a kind of boredom in me even if i am preoccupied with things to do. It is such boredom that always draws me back to thinking what am i going to fulfil the next few years. Am i supposed to look at others' life and envy them? No right. Life should not be compared to another's life but should be drawn upon what you have been doing. I guess i have to figure this out soon b4 army kicks in and things start to go way much messier.
Time to plan. Time to step up onto another level of achievement:) Sec4 to J1 has been one major change in me but that is only the start. I still got much to learn and much to change. Cant imagine how life would be 10 years down the road and i look back and see what i have achieved so far. Who knows? My life may be reflected in the media 10 years down the road HAHA!
Think big, nono, Think bigger, nono, Think bigggggger!
Do big, nono, Do biggger, nono, Do biggggger!
Okay i am going crazy. Shld finish up something soon or else i am so dead. Don't even know does she care abt all these things when she appears so unbothered at all. Hmmm, then why am i doing such stuff for her. Kinda dumb.
Cya
Ziyan
Monday, December 28, 2009
How i wish not only frens can clique, but beyond frens, a relationship will start.
Yet some is too late, some is too early, is it so hard to find something or someone that is at the right moment there for u?
Things tend to be so amazing at times that we cant predict what's gonna happened nxt. The world is as amazing yet we fail to appreciate it and complain abt how bad the world is in today.
Most humans tend to be dissatisfied with things are in at the moment unless they are to their liking. Thus, the world can never be a happy place for everyone since we are all unique.
Cya
Ziyan
Yet some is too late, some is too early, is it so hard to find something or someone that is at the right moment there for u?
Things tend to be so amazing at times that we cant predict what's gonna happened nxt. The world is as amazing yet we fail to appreciate it and complain abt how bad the world is in today.
Most humans tend to be dissatisfied with things are in at the moment unless they are to their liking. Thus, the world can never be a happy place for everyone since we are all unique.
Cya
Ziyan
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Went ubin ytd, it was quite fun except for the bike. The seat is seriously not comfortable but the shop puts up a signboard saying" comfort bicycle " which means comfortable bicycle. Poor english, poor expression. Shld be uncomfortable instead haha.
Aft which, went shermine's house. It was more fun than i thought when we all went swimming( e guys ). Then in e evening and night we just spent our house at shermine's house. I expected we eat and talk but that didnt happen. Haha. Hope that sometimes, people can learn to be more sensitive or rather considerate. Okay, so now monday is finally a rest day:)
Tuesday- cycling :) with the clique hahah fun man!
Wed- Hopefully catch up with dl ppl b4 bbq at ecp :)
Thus & Fri - no plans yet but hopefully have some plan :)
Sat- Atlas 4 outg & Ah ma bday & church. How to push all these into one! so hard!
Sun- Bye bye! to taiwan haha.
I still wanna meet so mani ppl but it seem so hard. Shld i just leave w/o a trace? haha, hope to keep in contact w e ppl i know these 2 yrs but it seem it will take more than willingness to do it for some. It is sad but it is a fact.
Cya
Ziyan
Aft which, went shermine's house. It was more fun than i thought when we all went swimming( e guys ). Then in e evening and night we just spent our house at shermine's house. I expected we eat and talk but that didnt happen. Haha. Hope that sometimes, people can learn to be more sensitive or rather considerate. Okay, so now monday is finally a rest day:)
Tuesday- cycling :) with the clique hahah fun man!
Wed- Hopefully catch up with dl ppl b4 bbq at ecp :)
Thus & Fri - no plans yet but hopefully have some plan :)
Sat- Atlas 4 outg & Ah ma bday & church. How to push all these into one! so hard!
Sun- Bye bye! to taiwan haha.
I still wanna meet so mani ppl but it seem so hard. Shld i just leave w/o a trace? haha, hope to keep in contact w e ppl i know these 2 yrs but it seem it will take more than willingness to do it for some. It is sad but it is a fact.
Cya
Ziyan
Friday, December 25, 2009
Christmas eve, Christmas, Boxing day have been woah this year :) Attended 3 svcs, and it is really a blessing to attend with frens amen? U share the joy and love with frens and family members and god, and that is really awesome. Love it. One of the best christmas time ever i suppose but quite tiring haha. Was supposed to go out today too but someone forgot today is sat and cant go out LOL. Blur leh! Ltr am supposed to go to my er jiu house haha. Family time is the best, catch up once in a while and see how everyone is doing.
Tmr will be cycling trip! :) Love cycling haha.
And all these are coming to an end. 11 jan is fast approaching so is 4th jan. Ws and Hl are gg in. Hoping to enjoy every bit right now and taiwan i am coming! :)
Hope this christmas, i will receive many cards on top of msgs. Though no cards have been sent to my house, hopefully they will be sent at the end of the day :) Felt so unloved now when ppl ard me are receiving cards at their house haha sad.
Anyway, hope this year 09 and countdown to 2010 will be fun. No plans but hope i will have a plan and it will end off with a bang. Yet to catch up with sec sch class and hope there will be one soon. Hope to see hows everyone is doing. And 2010 resolutions got to be set and achieved since all exams and studies are over. Time to make a drastic change in 2010 for the better in all aspects
PS: I had a dream, i got E for econs and Cs and Bs for other subjects. Quite scary but in my dream, i don feel scared of whats my future. Weird ah. Luckily, dream and reality are two different things. Outcome will be the opposite. Grace's gonna come. Thank god :)
Cya
Ziyan
Tmr will be cycling trip! :) Love cycling haha.
And all these are coming to an end. 11 jan is fast approaching so is 4th jan. Ws and Hl are gg in. Hoping to enjoy every bit right now and taiwan i am coming! :)
Hope this christmas, i will receive many cards on top of msgs. Though no cards have been sent to my house, hopefully they will be sent at the end of the day :) Felt so unloved now when ppl ard me are receiving cards at their house haha sad.
Anyway, hope this year 09 and countdown to 2010 will be fun. No plans but hope i will have a plan and it will end off with a bang. Yet to catch up with sec sch class and hope there will be one soon. Hope to see hows everyone is doing. And 2010 resolutions got to be set and achieved since all exams and studies are over. Time to make a drastic change in 2010 for the better in all aspects
PS: I had a dream, i got E for econs and Cs and Bs for other subjects. Quite scary but in my dream, i don feel scared of whats my future. Weird ah. Luckily, dream and reality are two different things. Outcome will be the opposite. Grace's gonna come. Thank god :)
Cya
Ziyan
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Finally i get the meaning of never leave things to the last minute becoz they never go as you plan it to be. Crap! Christmas cards- 34 but sent out only 30 because not all reply their addresses, and even question why i ask them LOL. Like i don get it cos i explain already.
Okay, so i sent out 30 hopefully all receive in good condition since it is raining and i glue it like damn fast becoz b4 12pm today is the last collection!
Cool day, woke up at 830 get down to business of doing and continuing my cards. And now finally a time to rest b4 i have lunch and go church :)
220 at paya lebar mrt with peter and hong liang then joining sy jia one in e evening. Cool time to exp god :)
And tmr is xueli one haha
Love god love ppl. I know this is the time god wants to test me to serve ppl. Yup.
Okay, time to plae one game yea!
Cya
Ziyan
Okay, so i sent out 30 hopefully all receive in good condition since it is raining and i glue it like damn fast becoz b4 12pm today is the last collection!
Cool day, woke up at 830 get down to business of doing and continuing my cards. And now finally a time to rest b4 i have lunch and go church :)
220 at paya lebar mrt with peter and hong liang then joining sy jia one in e evening. Cool time to exp god :)
And tmr is xueli one haha
Love god love ppl. I know this is the time god wants to test me to serve ppl. Yup.
Okay, time to plae one game yea!
Cya
Ziyan
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Days have been great so far
Felt great to be back in the desire to start reading the bible and applying biblical principles :) Starting soon! I am so gonna grow and make a change in the way i live in, man:) not male!
The past few days have been busy but not quite satisfying. Maybe i am feeling really excited to try smth new but hadn't grabbed the chance to.
Monday was spent at home, revising of what is in store for me :) And spent some time just recovering from post prom(don wanna say already). Conclusion: Alcohol is not advisable for me!
The following day was cycling! Worst and best cycling trip ever with some of my class and sze how. haha cool man.
Then was working and steamboat :) Sick after that though. Conclusion: No labour work for me anymore! haha but at least i earn 156 dollars in total :)
Thus and fri was spent resting at home and planning what should i do for the christmas and other events. Realise i have got many things to do but not all are of my interest.
Sat went out with sec sch clique:) Realise many facts and catch up many stuff haha.
Sun was swimming and impromptu gaming outg haha! then church ! and jumbo dinner :)
Superb week but not very spiritual if i take a look back. Nevermind, the future is still bright. Two more weeks to spend wisely! Time to get things back on track where it should be.
Time to buff up too! Cant imagine if i become heavier by 20 kg b4 i go army... hmmmm. that will be kinda cool :)
Got to do christmas cards and meet up w some ppl whom i long to. Hope they share the same willingness to meet up with me :).
Self-Quote: If one is to change the way things revolve around him, one must first change the perspective of doing things.
Be the head and not the tail. Lead and not back down. Love life, cherish life
Cya
Ziyan
The past few days have been busy but not quite satisfying. Maybe i am feeling really excited to try smth new but hadn't grabbed the chance to.
Monday was spent at home, revising of what is in store for me :) And spent some time just recovering from post prom(don wanna say already). Conclusion: Alcohol is not advisable for me!
The following day was cycling! Worst and best cycling trip ever with some of my class and sze how. haha cool man.
Then was working and steamboat :) Sick after that though. Conclusion: No labour work for me anymore! haha but at least i earn 156 dollars in total :)
Thus and fri was spent resting at home and planning what should i do for the christmas and other events. Realise i have got many things to do but not all are of my interest.
Sat went out with sec sch clique:) Realise many facts and catch up many stuff haha.
Sun was swimming and impromptu gaming outg haha! then church ! and jumbo dinner :)
Superb week but not very spiritual if i take a look back. Nevermind, the future is still bright. Two more weeks to spend wisely! Time to get things back on track where it should be.
Time to buff up too! Cant imagine if i become heavier by 20 kg b4 i go army... hmmmm. that will be kinda cool :)
Got to do christmas cards and meet up w some ppl whom i long to. Hope they share the same willingness to meet up with me :).
Self-Quote: If one is to change the way things revolve around him, one must first change the perspective of doing things.
Be the head and not the tail. Lead and not back down. Love life, cherish life
Cya
Ziyan
Thursday, December 17, 2009
The greatest discoveries a man make is when he discover he can do what he deem it is impossible for him initially. Smth of a quote from henry ford i think really speaks into what i am today.
I shld continue inculcating this value into my heart and do what i want as long as it is not against the biblical principles.
Anyway, many things have yet to be done but all these are down to whether am i determined. Got to get out of my house to do it if i need to but i am lazy like all or most human beings do.
PS: I really want to grow and do the extraordinary things that i deem they are. Hopefully, nxt year will be e start of all these :)
Cya
Ziyan
I shld continue inculcating this value into my heart and do what i want as long as it is not against the biblical principles.
Anyway, many things have yet to be done but all these are down to whether am i determined. Got to get out of my house to do it if i need to but i am lazy like all or most human beings do.
PS: I really want to grow and do the extraordinary things that i deem they are. Hopefully, nxt year will be e start of all these :)
Cya
Ziyan
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